Its offical, i hate life!
This is just one bad fucking day...
I dont think I can do it anymore. I see pictures and hear songs and I get upset. I CANT do it anymore. I've been writing all these anti love entries and I mean that is how I feel, but at the same time im a hypicrit because I still care about 2 guys. One is ok because people dont talk about him, they dont have pics of him, i dont have his sn or phone number, but with *him* its different, people send me pics of him and talk about him infront of me on purpose. I can't take it anymore, i care about him to much. And I wanna stop but why can't I? Why does it have to be so hard? But Felicha is right he's a dick and I don't need him I just need her.
Speaking of Felicha she's moving to Virginia FOR GOOD! This saddens me, she's like my best friend and she's leaving, I should hide her under my bed. The up is I get to go see her on breaks ::big smiles:: but thats still no the point I'm pretty much loosing my best friend. She's been there for me alot, more then she know's and I know I'm not always there for her but I try to be, and sometimes I just dont know the words to say when something is bothoring people. So Felicha and anyone else I'm sorry! And Felicha I LOVE YOU, you can't move!
xoxo
~santina
I dont think I can do it anymore. I see pictures and hear songs and I get upset. I CANT do it anymore. I've been writing all these anti love entries and I mean that is how I feel, but at the same time im a hypicrit because I still care about 2 guys. One is ok because people dont talk about him, they dont have pics of him, i dont have his sn or phone number, but with *him* its different, people send me pics of him and talk about him infront of me on purpose. I can't take it anymore, i care about him to much. And I wanna stop but why can't I? Why does it have to be so hard? But Felicha is right he's a dick and I don't need him I just need her.
Speaking of Felicha she's moving to Virginia FOR GOOD! This saddens me, she's like my best friend and she's leaving, I should hide her under my bed. The up is I get to go see her on breaks ::big smiles:: but thats still no the point I'm pretty much loosing my best friend. She's been there for me alot, more then she know's and I know I'm not always there for her but I try to be, and sometimes I just dont know the words to say when something is bothoring people. So Felicha and anyone else I'm sorry! And Felicha I LOVE YOU, you can't move!
xoxo
~santina