Jul 20, 2004 14:44
Sometimes I wonder why we are put here. Life isnt fun and games and sometimes Im not sure if I even wanna be in it. To me life is a disappointment, why life in it if you cant be with the ones you care about. Life is mostly about falling in love if you think about it. You go to school to get educated, you go to college, then you get married, and you relize all that hard work in school is pointless, you get a job and support the one you love, you share your money you've worked hard for. Do you see what Im saying? The whole point of living is to fall in love! What if you meet someone special and it ends? I did, and I have still have strong feelings for them and for some reason I cant get over him. Ashley said "its love" FUCK THAT! I rest my case, IF it is "love" then Im not with the one I love, isnt that the whole point of life anyway? Im sick of everything. I mean if it wasn't for my friends I dont know what I would be or what I would be doing. They keep me sane.
My brother is going on Fear Facter the end of this month ::smiles::
Welp I should get going
tootlez
xoxo
~santina