a letter to you know who
To: You all know who
Sometimes I wonder why shit happened the way it did. I mean honestly what we had was perfect, but yet, we both walked away from it whenever we had the chance. Girls sit around and wonder how it "could" be, but I sit around wondering how it "should" be. And deep down I know we both want to give it another chance whether you admitt it or not, but we both know why we can't, theres so much in the way, we would only end up right back where we started. I remember the nights we would sit on the phone and you would tell me how much you loved me, and tell me all this stuff you had planned for us in the future, the stuff we would do together, the things we would see. How we would move to California together in 2 years (when I graduate) and we would take trips to Italy and Hawaii. The nights you would tell me I need school, and tell me to give life another chance when I wanted to give up. You took all my tears and dried them, you were everything a girl could ever want, but I ruined. Nothing is your fault and you are not to blame, the only one to blame is myself. If I wouldn't of ended things we could of towered over all the shit that got in our way, and we'd be happy right now. Are you honestly gonna sit here and tell me your over me? And there's not that peice of you that isn't the same? Are you going to tell me you dont miss me? Because lets face, WE know you do. Its not something I wonder about its something I know. And I want to think you know if we talk and work shit out we would go back to normal, but let's face, word's dont matter and if anything it would only make thing's worse, I mean sure we could become friend's, but I cant be just friend's, and you cant be just friend's. We would end up together again, and one of us would get hurt, one of us always gets hurt.
xoxo
~santina
ps: FELICHAS NOT MOVING YAY!
Sometimes I wonder why shit happened the way it did. I mean honestly what we had was perfect, but yet, we both walked away from it whenever we had the chance. Girls sit around and wonder how it "could" be, but I sit around wondering how it "should" be. And deep down I know we both want to give it another chance whether you admitt it or not, but we both know why we can't, theres so much in the way, we would only end up right back where we started. I remember the nights we would sit on the phone and you would tell me how much you loved me, and tell me all this stuff you had planned for us in the future, the stuff we would do together, the things we would see. How we would move to California together in 2 years (when I graduate) and we would take trips to Italy and Hawaii. The nights you would tell me I need school, and tell me to give life another chance when I wanted to give up. You took all my tears and dried them, you were everything a girl could ever want, but I ruined. Nothing is your fault and you are not to blame, the only one to blame is myself. If I wouldn't of ended things we could of towered over all the shit that got in our way, and we'd be happy right now. Are you honestly gonna sit here and tell me your over me? And there's not that peice of you that isn't the same? Are you going to tell me you dont miss me? Because lets face, WE know you do. Its not something I wonder about its something I know. And I want to think you know if we talk and work shit out we would go back to normal, but let's face, word's dont matter and if anything it would only make thing's worse, I mean sure we could become friend's, but I cant be just friend's, and you cant be just friend's. We would end up together again, and one of us would get hurt, one of us always gets hurt.
xoxo
~santina
ps: FELICHAS NOT MOVING YAY!