Mar 30, 2006 15:47
So, I'm not the only one. Just a little here and there no one really knows what is going on it's just not as it was when i left it. Bitch and Moan. Use or be used. Cry Cry baby poo poo. Fuck! Thats what she said. If you have a chance to get away from what is making you miserably uncomfortable do it. It's crazy how you begin to feel much better afterward. Don't do things if you don't want to. Quit biting the heals of those who don't care. You have something they want so they might stick around if you give it to them. She seems like a very bright individual BUT through clouded lenses one can only see a shadow. keep fooling yourself long enough you will believe nothing different. I hear one thing but see the opposite. "they are my friends. they wont hurt me." I see "what is wrong with them? why are they doing this to me? what happened to the people i knew?" All i know is the ladder part. I know not lies only hear them. I believe there is more out there. You think you are having fun, the time or your life, friends galore, but all i see are knives where you can't see them. I may be a trusting person, fool me once shame on me, fool me twice i have yet to see. You can yell and scream and bitch all you want i'll say what i say because i can and i will. I'm Out.