unCENSORED
IF YOU SMEEEEEELLLLLLLLL.... THE ROCKS COOKIN' No one reads this so I'm able to vent. I've moved here to California. I live with my beautiful girlfriend AMBER and two other people. I know thier names. I know at least one of them is crazy. I know the other is a computer geek who thinks its cool to evesdrop in many different ways. what else can i say? I don't know these people. I know that she is/was/might be a friend of my girl and that he sleeps in the same bed as she. There is a lot of food in the kitchen but somehow only mine and my girl's food comes and goes. there is evedence that they eat, meaning there are dishes left be she who blames her mess in me. I admit I make a good mess but i also spend 40 hours of my week in another place pushing my body to the limit draining my energy to where I WANT SOMETHING TO EAT! I don't much feel like cleaning up after myself afterward. These people don't make themselve available for me to get to know them in turn i take it as they don't want to know who i am and in turn i do not feel obligated to reach out and shake a hand and introduce myself. All of us complain about eachother, but we are wronged and they are petty. Take my food and lie about it. always lying about stupid things that we know are lies as the words pass thier lips. I can't muster up the guts to speak face to face because i feel as though it won't happen any other way but my fist to thier face. I go through Amber, telling her what i want said, and she takes it in and censores it thinking that what i say is too harsh. What i say is plain and strait forward. what she says is detoring leaving loop holes for them to escape through. But thats "her way" of doing things. I have to respect that. i feel walked upon because i can't speak for myself. Sometimes i am harsh because what i say i want to stick. if they hear it as harsh as it sounds they are going to remember it. I want them to know that i say things because i know what they are doing is wrong and idiotic. i may be from the midwest but i'm not stupid. I had places i wanted to live i would have never had to deal with such bullshit. It WAS a smart idea to have roommates. The roommates chosen were not a smart idea. I can't begin to imagine how it is to think you know someone and come to find out you know nothing about them. i've always know fairly honest people, honest enough to not be so shady. here i can say as i wish. I can't figure them out i can't understand why when asked to simple post a notice as to when my food is used by others then myself or my girl. simple note stating, "hey used this" i would not be so FUCKING PISSED OFF or feel so violated. i caught her taking my OREO cookies. as dumb as it sounds. YES I FUCKING COUNTED THEM! for the simple reason as to know who does it. what was funny though is that she had stolen 4 of my original cookies in the night, in the morning i stole some of hers to replenish my batch. YES SHE HAD HER OWN AND SHE WAS TAKING MINE! well not even a minute after i refilled mine with hers she again STOLE from my batch. but she stole one of her own cookies. Its stupid to take what isn't yours to begin with and second its even dumber to take what is already yours. so yeah. It's sad that i have nothing else to talk about other that the idiocy of the other two people that i live with. what can i say? I'm Out.