ER
today at about 10 15 my moms was feeling very sick she asked me to drive her to the ER i was like im not sure im ready to go out onto the main roads yet being the driver so i called up my neigbor across the street and asked her to give us ride we arrived at percisley 10 31 where me and my mother waited while she was in excrusiating p ain in the aiting room untill it was about five a clock i sat with her and i bitched at evcery nurse that walked by to see where she was on the list to see a doctor finally the doctor came they still have her now and i need and miss her my life is hard enough and i need her to come home she was the only one here for me and now she too is gone and they can fix her they never can she's always sick and she always will be i just hope she isnt dying but im not even going to give that a second thought because i know if she goes im definitly not going to hesitate to end my life too so i guess what im saying is lifes fucked right now it always has been and will be till i die here i sit alone with nothing but the computer to keep my mind from wondering to point of no return spending a little bt of time talking to talia maybe my heart wont feel so heavy when we finish talking i wish there was someone that could fix all my problems or someone atleast to lean on but you know what wishes only come true on the disney channel ISNT LIFE A BITCH?