david
david is a weird character i really dont know how i feel about him i think i like him more then a friend like 70% of the time but the other 30 is telling me he isnt capable of being a boyfriend sometimes he comes across as not even being able to even be a friend its like ill get really mad at him and ill just forgive him outta no where but i really think the reason i get so angry is because i care so much or maybe i just tell myself that i care so much and i dont and i have np idea what i really want i try to take time to gather all my thoughts together so i know for sure who i want david to be to me but maybe i should just let him and everything i feel/ think i feel go its usually never returned when i care i just care and get so maybe before i know if i care i should jsut leave things alone its the cowardly thing to do but it seems right in this situation run from everything thati feel that way i can just be a little bit hurt now and not alotta hurt later lifes a bitch!