this is the story of a girl who cried a river and drown the whole world
i can't help feeling like this anymore, what is frickin wrong with me?
i'm only normal around certain people and thats not even all the time
stupid little things get to me. they annoy me, upset me, make me lose interest in whatever, or just ruin everything and im so sick of it. i just want to look at myself in the mirror and yell at myself.
toughen up. stop being so fucking stupid. you have nothing to be like this over. be happy and shut up. its not worth it so STOP.
but i try, and it doesn't work. and its just bringing back all the old things. and im not liking it one bit.
save me.
i'll save myself.
i'm only normal around certain people and thats not even all the time
stupid little things get to me. they annoy me, upset me, make me lose interest in whatever, or just ruin everything and im so sick of it. i just want to look at myself in the mirror and yell at myself.
toughen up. stop being so fucking stupid. you have nothing to be like this over. be happy and shut up. its not worth it so STOP.
but i try, and it doesn't work. and its just bringing back all the old things. and im not liking it one bit.
save me.
i'll save myself.