go die.

[h0pelessl0ve]

yeah you know who.

i hope you regret everything
and you realize you're such a dumbass.
ahh you could've had the best
a friend in as amazing of a person as me.
sorry if i sound conceided
but its true.
but someone like you doesn't deserve that
you would've been lucky
good job fucking that up
like you fuck up everything else.

oh, happy birthday/go die day/day you should've never been born.

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i dont want something like that to happen again
and this is exactly how we were.
he came to me about his ex gf. and i was always there
and i gave my all.
but im afraid to give my all. i know he needs it
but what if it ends up the same way.
i dont want it to, im not saying i think he's like that
but there is always that what if in my mind
and it scares me and holds me back
i'm so sick of being scared and held back from everything
but i can't help it.
what if's are becoming my worst fear. i just never thought of it that way.
those words should never be put together. never.
i wish i could see in the future and just have it tell me that that will never happen to me again.