Living with chronic depression not really going to be a walk in the park especially unmedicated. I knew that when I decided I really didn't want to be medicated. It still exhausts me. Then heaven forbid John is being a normal being and not fixating on making me happy and I crash. Things are just so crazy at the house and everyone is so stressed and ( Read more... )

I am so excited. I haven;t really stopped... Though all the energy is making me more neurotic about this weekend... I'm nervous about the birthday >< But more. I told Shannon I would see her... And I think she is taking me up on that. Which works to a degree... John has to bake cookies so I wasn't going to see him till later... >< However. After ( Read more... )

Johns had this terrible little girl flirting with him, who even had the nerve to try to friend me on facebook! And he said he kept trying to shut her down and it just kept making me so mad. She was like throwing herself at Johns feet and I hate that. I had to deal with that with Corey... and John deals with it better than Corey... but it was still ( Read more... )

And I still want to go to BoraBora... *shifty eyes* I am very excited about this carp. That John is actually discussing and figuring out with me... And really weddings... giant excuse to busy myself with lists and the like *happy sigh* sadly... I was so excited... So kind of have done everything I feel comfortable doing without being a psychopath > ( Read more... )

So... feeling interesting lately. I obviously have been kind of obsessed with wedding stuff now John has agreed to wait 3 years. He's sad he was so nervous. But really... I am kind of glad... I am a princess. I want a dream wedding. And now we are actually talking about it seriously... Now I am making it less psycho dramatic and trying to figure ( Read more... )

I am so done with Rukia. She has not even done anything bad. Its not like she's a creeper like Ichimaru Gin... She's just. Eh. First off I hate that everyone gets on Inhoue about always needing to be saved... and its like >< Actually... Inhoue has only needed to be saved... twice. Once before she even had powers... >< SOOOO I really don;t think ( Read more... )

So not ruining for Shannon. But ZOMG Shunsui's sword= AMAAAAAAZING! Released form. Have not seen its bankai yet. But serious cool beans. This entry is going to be short. Because really I am supposed to be doing homeowrk. But I am just excited.^.^ I have a job, I have a boy, a cute story I am working on... and I am pretty sure I am not doing to ( Read more... )

First off. Happy Anniversary to John and I. kudos to us. huzzah. second.... booo gane.... you fat. but only Shannon can hear that... Anywho! thiiiiird. Tim messaged me. :) He's my friend on facebook. That makes me happy. Like INSANELY.... ^-^ But the doggy downer is I was poking around my moms notebooks. horrible I know. But it does involve me. she ( Read more... )