Title: He, She: Emergency Room Heart to Heart
Author: macymacymacy
Pairing: none, actually, but i'd like my readers to think this is a YamaShi fanfiction so i tweaked it a little. /shot
Genre: Romance, Fluff
Rating: G
AN:
-this is in the same format as my
He, She, but is completely a different story. basically it's a story unfolding from two perspectives. i don't know what to call them, but i just tag them as drabbles. lols.
-AU. this is not even a fanfic of bulldoctor. but just think of them as doctors.
-actually inspired by the Korean drama Emergency Couple and of course, my life as a med student.
-also posted (as an original story) in my Wattpad, if anyone's interested in my original fics (there are those in English and those in Filipino), please visit my
profile! :D
-hope everyone enjoys!
Legends:
Shida Mirai
Yamada Ryosuke
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I'm not in love with him.
She told me she isn't in love with me.
Ryo-chan laughed and nodded. He's already used to my randomness.
But I wait for her to continue. I knew she's finally going to say what she's been thinking for a fortnight. Mirai do always overanalyze things.
I repeated what I said, and confessed that I sometimes wonder what it would be like if we were together… if I am in love with him.
I nodded at what she said, not really very surprised. I've known her for years and I kinda understand where this was all coming from.
He gave me his usual smile and commented that yeah, my best friend's wedding is coming soon. He just knew me that well.
I knew it wasn't just her best friend's wedding that brought this up, though. I knew her story. I knew about the careless father that abandoned them, and I see the effects it brought unto her.
I guess I'm just afraid of one day being all alone.
Our conversation ended there as we were both called to the Emergency Room.
Sometimes it still felt a little surreal that I've reached here. I'm a doctor now.
It seems like it was only yesterday that we were fresh graduates from college and nervously introduce ourselves to each other on our first day in medical school.
Other times it feels like it's only natural… It's all part of the book called my life and I should be getting on to the next chapter. Sometimes I just feel so… restless.
I told her during our next break that she shouldn’t rush.
He had spoken as if he was only continuing our conversation earlier, but I understood at once what he meant.
She shrugged gave me a resigned smile.
I really can't help worrying about my future, though. I'm not getting any younger.
I knew she was still worried, so I spoke without thinking.
I was surprised at what he said. I didn’t know what to say.
I was in love with her. It was love at first sight. I never meant for her to know, though.
But I thought--no, I was certain he was in love with my best friend. With Suzu.
I fell in love with her first. But I might have been obvious because she started avoiding me.
I… did avoid him when we were just new friends. I've always been wary of boys.
I felt rejected, then. So I found other friends to hang out with.
I had misunderstood then. I always thought I was a social retard, especially with boys. I never knew how to be myself with them.
I still follow her with my eyes though, and well, I guess I started liking Suzuka.
But that time, Suzuka didn't have any interest in dating.
It was ironic because when she found out I like her friend, that's when we started hanging out again.
I was all for supporting him. I knew he was a good guy.
Suddenly, she wasn't wary about me anymore. We became very close.
But Suzuka was quite popular and by our internship, she'd finally chosen one of her suitors.
It wasn't me. It was Yuto. But I wasn't too sad. I guess, I really just liked her a lot… But I never fell in love with her.
He asked me if I would start avoiding him again now that I knew.
She told me she won't because we were friends. But that she'd probably become weird and awkward for a few days.
He laughed and nodded, saying he'd expected as much.
I'm not in love with her right now. And I told her that. Maybe it could ease the awkwardness.
I nodded, feeling a little more calm. I don't really know what's wrong with me.
It's because of her father of course, that she'd build a wall around her.
He told me again not to worry about the future so much and to just wait for whatever is coming.
She gave me a sincere smile this time--in thanks, I guess-- and nodded.
I'm still not in love with him. But I guess I don't know what the future holds.
She's still not in love with me, but one day she could be. And it wouldn't be too hard to fall in love with her again.
END