Time flies...
One year already. Time goes by so fast, and it feels like a slap on the face :(
I've only been able to see my friends Candy and Choco once since we came back. Have hardly talked to my Japanese friends since then... I feel so guilty and bad about that. Although I did come back tired, I needed time to get used to the idea that the dream was over, and for a while I didn't want to hear or see anything about Japan. It wasn't thinking about Japan itself what made me sad, but thinking about the time I had spent there with three of my best friends, living immersed in a lolita world, meeting interesting people and our friends and having fun every single day. It was like a dream come true, and I knew all of that would probably never happen again, the four of us to be together there. That it was a once in a lifetime experience.
On one of the entries I made while I was there, I wrote: "this is one of those few moments that I can say, I really love my life.", and I truly meant it. I think there have been very, very few occasions when I've felt as happy.
Before I get more nostalgic and cry my eyes out or something, I'll leave links to the entries I wrote back then just for the record.
April 18th (1st entry)
April 23rd
April 26th
April 28th
April 29th
April 30th
