advice.

[gunsnrosez]

so today i probably recieved the best advice i can get.
for the past month we both have been single.
and for the past month its been like a relationship.

today i learned something.
i will wait for you, until i know im starting to move on.
and when that day comes,
im never looking back.

even though you want to be single for a while, im waiting.
even though the things you have said to me in the past, and the things you have done,
im waiting.
even though i hope to forget about this, im still waiting.

today i was told to not do anything.
to be your friend, and to turn away from every kiss.
today i was told to stop giving you what you want,
and to just be your friend.
we are not in a relationship, so nothing can happen.
today i was told to stop putting you on a pedestal, and if i was worth something,
like he is to me,
he wouldnt be able to handle not being with me.
today i learned to say no.

even though it will probably be the hardest thing i have to do,
i have to push him away.
i have to let him run to me, if he really wants me.
i have to be the mature one.
i have to see if im worth as much as he is to me.

today i learned something,
and for once,
im happier.

because i know you cant stand it.

i will always love you.
and for right now im waiting.
but dont expect me to wait around forever.
you had me already,
and if your still doing this,
then have me again.

just dont screw it up this time,
and i wont either.