PA PA PUSH IT ...make the belly grow larger....
ok.. so much for the work out... did not go. I woke up with lower back pain. my mattres/bed is so old. need new one... managed to get out mid day and pay the fone bill and buy some MAC DONALDS gift certificates for my future feedee boyfriend in Florida. (he says I dont have to... but he knows I want to make my man FAT!) I sent him wendy's gift certs before...went there and they were out. so I think its good to change up the fast food when possible.
He called me earlier in the day which was good. he said he got my email with some pics I sent of some massive fat men. he wishes he could trade bodies with them! HA! I dont... I love the whole gaining process too much... he wants a fat transplant. ;) he also fantasized about a weight loss surgery in reverse. making his stomach massive for optimum capacity! imagine that. This man wants to get FAT! LOVE IT! Thank god for the internet! I have cursed it before. But I take it all back now. we talked about making a progress pic journal. to show his growth. He got really turned on when I told him that we would be together...and I would say...hey bebe. lets take a look at your baby pictures... hehe. (being those from now when he weighed only 193lbs) and compare the differance to the present. (rather future in this case ;))
Before and after ...comparison pics are soooo erotic to me! (blush) I told him I am going to call the airline tonite and get the details on the airfare. so he can firm up the dates with his work. (he will only be able to take a day or two off...sux! hope its two) I told him I did not mind waiting at his apartment with nothing to do... as long as I got see him. (awwww isn't that sweet? arrrrg... I will probably want to kidnap him and bring him home with me) I kind of hinted as to hour plans during my visit. But told him that I am laid back... whatever is ok. He agreed we need to take it slow at first. So I will leave it up to him. mmmmm my sexy ex marine! woot woot! He is 27 yrs old(march 25) and tall. over 6 feet 180m and blonde. even blonde eyeybrows and lashes....too too cute. I told him I just want to jump thru the fone and kiss him ;) ..... we talked about feeding him with his old uniform on....(if he can still get into it....mmmmmm squeeeeze!) Hot HOT HOT!
We had a good chat today. I have a friend that is going to make me some HUGE pants for him. Probably with a 75 plus in waist! woah. maybe bigger. My friend is good at sowing. I know they will turn out good. My friend is a gay daddy. I love him so much. he said we should use some really LOUD color like pink pokadot or something.... I told hem...eh no. My feedee hopefully future boyfriend is so NOT gay its not funny. so BUTCH! MACHO! which is fine by me. He can't help it I suppose. I will accept him as he is as I hope he does me. I am not the most macho boy nor the most campy queen either. I can do both some what. I am just me! sooooooo.
September can't come quick enough. that is when we plan for me to fly over and visit for the very first time... a bit nervous and excited at the same time. I told him I want him to be my fat growing porker ...
he said he would love to be my partner! yay! He says he would love to be fed to his deee-lite by a big handsome guy like me! woot woot! (it would be his first time! VIRGIN FEEDEE! so hot and wonderfull but a bit of pressure on me to perform as well..I dunno. I will just go with my FEEDER instincts!) I also caught him saying... when I move to your state.... that sounded so so wonderfull coming from him. But it is a bit precipitated as we have not met in person. Afer all my experience and meeting many guys from the internet in person... I have just one thing to say: You never never ever really know a person until you meet them in person! I dont care how many fone calls, emails, picture exchages and cam sessions you had!
speaking of cam sessions...(horny devil me) I was on YM with my feedee buddy from FRANCE. he is such a glutton! he was on his second dinner! late nite too. sooooo fattening. we cam2cam for a long while! thank god for cams! he is sooooo sexy. he is just getting to 180lbs. It is soooooo hot to see him eat like a pig. he at a huge french *mikey d's burger and had an icecream vanilla chocolate syrup thing. SO HOT to see him fill up his gluttonous cheeks with that burger. He told me he is now really seriuosly letting go! and letting himself indugle and really get fat. So fantstic. To see his new little fat rolls and discover them together... what will even be more tremendous is to have a real live boyfriend to encourage and feed like that! so hopefully CP will come through. very optimistc and excited at this point.
He called me earlier in the day which was good. he said he got my email with some pics I sent of some massive fat men. he wishes he could trade bodies with them! HA! I dont... I love the whole gaining process too much... he wants a fat transplant. ;) he also fantasized about a weight loss surgery in reverse. making his stomach massive for optimum capacity! imagine that. This man wants to get FAT! LOVE IT! Thank god for the internet! I have cursed it before. But I take it all back now. we talked about making a progress pic journal. to show his growth. He got really turned on when I told him that we would be together...and I would say...hey bebe. lets take a look at your baby pictures... hehe. (being those from now when he weighed only 193lbs) and compare the differance to the present. (rather future in this case ;))
Before and after ...comparison pics are soooo erotic to me! (blush) I told him I am going to call the airline tonite and get the details on the airfare. so he can firm up the dates with his work. (he will only be able to take a day or two off...sux! hope its two) I told him I did not mind waiting at his apartment with nothing to do... as long as I got see him. (awwww isn't that sweet? arrrrg... I will probably want to kidnap him and bring him home with me) I kind of hinted as to hour plans during my visit. But told him that I am laid back... whatever is ok. He agreed we need to take it slow at first. So I will leave it up to him. mmmmm my sexy ex marine! woot woot! He is 27 yrs old(march 25) and tall. over 6 feet 180m and blonde. even blonde eyeybrows and lashes....too too cute. I told him I just want to jump thru the fone and kiss him ;) ..... we talked about feeding him with his old uniform on....(if he can still get into it....mmmmmm squeeeeze!) Hot HOT HOT!
We had a good chat today. I have a friend that is going to make me some HUGE pants for him. Probably with a 75 plus in waist! woah. maybe bigger. My friend is good at sowing. I know they will turn out good. My friend is a gay daddy. I love him so much. he said we should use some really LOUD color like pink pokadot or something.... I told hem...eh no. My feedee hopefully future boyfriend is so NOT gay its not funny. so BUTCH! MACHO! which is fine by me. He can't help it I suppose. I will accept him as he is as I hope he does me. I am not the most macho boy nor the most campy queen either. I can do both some what. I am just me! sooooooo.
September can't come quick enough. that is when we plan for me to fly over and visit for the very first time... a bit nervous and excited at the same time. I told him I want him to be my fat growing porker ...
he said he would love to be my partner! yay! He says he would love to be fed to his deee-lite by a big handsome guy like me! woot woot! (it would be his first time! VIRGIN FEEDEE! so hot and wonderfull but a bit of pressure on me to perform as well..I dunno. I will just go with my FEEDER instincts!) I also caught him saying... when I move to your state.... that sounded so so wonderfull coming from him. But it is a bit precipitated as we have not met in person. Afer all my experience and meeting many guys from the internet in person... I have just one thing to say: You never never ever really know a person until you meet them in person! I dont care how many fone calls, emails, picture exchages and cam sessions you had!
speaking of cam sessions...(horny devil me) I was on YM with my feedee buddy from FRANCE. he is such a glutton! he was on his second dinner! late nite too. sooooo fattening. we cam2cam for a long while! thank god for cams! he is sooooo sexy. he is just getting to 180lbs. It is soooooo hot to see him eat like a pig. he at a huge french *mikey d's burger and had an icecream vanilla chocolate syrup thing. SO HOT to see him fill up his gluttonous cheeks with that burger. He told me he is now really seriuosly letting go! and letting himself indugle and really get fat. So fantstic. To see his new little fat rolls and discover them together... what will even be more tremendous is to have a real live boyfriend to encourage and feed like that! so hopefully CP will come through. very optimistc and excited at this point.