Aug 03, 2005 11:19
*Everyday
I write the list of reasons I still believe they do exist... ( a
thousand beautiful things) And even though its hard to see the glass is
full and not half empty. ( a thousand beautiful things)
Ok... I have gotten up a decent hour and am going to go work
out. The only bad thing is that I missed my feedee friends
fone call last nite... I was fast asleep. I remember faintly
hearing the fone at about 1am but you know that feeling you have of
*leave me alone let sleep! I feel bad because I enjoy
talking to him... his name is CP. But it just seems like we
have run out of stuff to talk about... he calls me
everyday! which is ok... but I don't wanna wear something out
before it even has a chance to take flight. Oh well I shall
hope for best. Will send him an YM to his cell
fone. I am going to try and get him some more Wendy's
gift certificates. I know money is tight for him rite
now. And I want him to eat more for me... he says his
getting a nice beginner belly. A nice belly
roll. He wants to get sooooooo FAT.
And I want to feed him.
well hi ho ...hi ho.. its off to the gym I go.... (
he also has mentioned the fantasy of me loosing weight and becoming
more muscular beefy as he gets fatter and flabbier... mmmm hot
eh?)