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well hello, old friend.
guess its time we get accwainted again, as you are my rock through bad times, and currently a break up seems almost imminent.
why is it, that the very phrase "break - up" strikes fear into my heart?
it should be a good thing. a new start. but the thing is, i'm not used to breaking up with people unless its going really, really badly. but this time, its like, i'm breaking up in anticipation of it.
i guess i should have seen this coming.
i think if i back date to an old entry i said that he was nice, but not perfect. i thought that that wouldnt always be a problem, but i guess it is.
but, what if perfection doesnt exist?
maybe i just want to get closer to it.
i'm constantly striving to get closer and closer, but it seems to feel like i'm getting further away with every relationship.
i feel like i should keep this short and sweet. like every good thing in life, and leave you now.
so, goodbye, my darling.
errr.... ignore me.
guess its time we get accwainted again, as you are my rock through bad times, and currently a break up seems almost imminent.
why is it, that the very phrase "break - up" strikes fear into my heart?
it should be a good thing. a new start. but the thing is, i'm not used to breaking up with people unless its going really, really badly. but this time, its like, i'm breaking up in anticipation of it.
i guess i should have seen this coming.
i think if i back date to an old entry i said that he was nice, but not perfect. i thought that that wouldnt always be a problem, but i guess it is.
but, what if perfection doesnt exist?
maybe i just want to get closer to it.
i'm constantly striving to get closer and closer, but it seems to feel like i'm getting further away with every relationship.
i feel like i should keep this short and sweet. like every good thing in life, and leave you now.
so, goodbye, my darling.
errr.... ignore me.