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well hello there.
whoever you are.
the angel from my nightmare? the shadow from the background of the dorm?
the unsuspecting victim, of darkness in the valley, we can live like jack and sally, if we want, where you will always find me, and we'll have halloween on christmas...
sorry. went off on a tangent. but that verse is actually the best ever.
isnt it wierd how i always write in my livejournal when i'm sad, but never when things are going well?
to be honest, i'm not sure how things are going at the moment.
i keep flitting from sad to happy, my life seems so inconsistant.
like, i keep having these stupid paranoid theories that everybody hates me. i know thats completely insane, so everytime i get those feelings arising i try to stamp them out, after all, nobody likes a self obsessed self pitying moron do they?
but maybe i shouldnt stamp them out. maybe they really do all hate me?
fuck. tehy actually dont, i really am just being stupid.
shit. i really cant seem to formulate a fucking sentance anymore. i just read back a couple of entries and its "my life is shit, i love him, i hate him blah blah blah" but at least it all made sense...
now, none of this links. i just flit from one subject to another. that reminds me of the game i used to always play when i was little. the word assosiation game. remember it?
wanna play?
ok, i'll start.
apple.
banana.
sausage
PENIS.
hahahaha.... thats how every single game goes.
i love it.
x
whoever you are.
the angel from my nightmare? the shadow from the background of the dorm?
the unsuspecting victim, of darkness in the valley, we can live like jack and sally, if we want, where you will always find me, and we'll have halloween on christmas...
sorry. went off on a tangent. but that verse is actually the best ever.
isnt it wierd how i always write in my livejournal when i'm sad, but never when things are going well?
to be honest, i'm not sure how things are going at the moment.
i keep flitting from sad to happy, my life seems so inconsistant.
like, i keep having these stupid paranoid theories that everybody hates me. i know thats completely insane, so everytime i get those feelings arising i try to stamp them out, after all, nobody likes a self obsessed self pitying moron do they?
but maybe i shouldnt stamp them out. maybe they really do all hate me?
fuck. tehy actually dont, i really am just being stupid.
shit. i really cant seem to formulate a fucking sentance anymore. i just read back a couple of entries and its "my life is shit, i love him, i hate him blah blah blah" but at least it all made sense...
now, none of this links. i just flit from one subject to another. that reminds me of the game i used to always play when i was little. the word assosiation game. remember it?
wanna play?
ok, i'll start.
apple.
banana.
sausage
PENIS.
hahahaha.... thats how every single game goes.
i love it.
x