hey there.
its been a while, old friend.
how are you? your hair looks nice. have you lost weight?
haha.
i decided if i make livejournal into a real person i'd value it more, after all, it wasnt just Tom who stopped me doing it and all. it was LJ too.
thank you.
anywayz. just got back from france with friends. it was nice.
ehh.... Adrian is being lovely at the moment.
although, i got a shock the other day, turns out he may be moving to weston super -mare, which is like...4 hours from us. he says he's not going though, but still.
it scared me because, well, ever since i was little i've kind of had this slight paranoid theory that everybody i get attached too goes away.
it started with Em &ash, then Leanne, then dave. i dunno.
a part of me doesnt believe him when he says he'll stay with his mum, because he loves me, it just seems too good to be true.
its like.... happyness finally comes, and then i have to walk on egg - shells to keep happy.
also. i got a letter from dave the other day. he wants me back. i wrote back to him telling him to never contact me again.
i dont realy know what else to write.
bye.x
how are you? your hair looks nice. have you lost weight?
haha.
i decided if i make livejournal into a real person i'd value it more, after all, it wasnt just Tom who stopped me doing it and all. it was LJ too.
thank you.
anywayz. just got back from france with friends. it was nice.
ehh.... Adrian is being lovely at the moment.
although, i got a shock the other day, turns out he may be moving to weston super -mare, which is like...4 hours from us. he says he's not going though, but still.
it scared me because, well, ever since i was little i've kind of had this slight paranoid theory that everybody i get attached too goes away.
it started with Em &ash, then Leanne, then dave. i dunno.
a part of me doesnt believe him when he says he'll stay with his mum, because he loves me, it just seems too good to be true.
its like.... happyness finally comes, and then i have to walk on egg - shells to keep happy.
also. i got a letter from dave the other day. he wants me back. i wrote back to him telling him to never contact me again.
i dont realy know what else to write.
bye.x