i'm going nowhere
just when it seems things might be turning around, i go back to feeling like i did before. i have a feeling it's going to be like this for a long time unfortunately. there's nothing that can get me over you. you're always on my mind yet i cant talk to you. there isn't anyone else like you and that and how much i messed up is all i can think about no matter how much i try to force it out of my mind. i'm pretty much screwed...