outta my head please!
Seriously. Get. Out. Of. My. Head.
It seems like at least once a week I dream about an ex of mine and I totally hate it. I want him out of my head. I swear if I had the ability to have the memory of him totally scrubbed out of my brain I would. You know how in movies people wish for that and then see all the good that came from knowing them and were all like..oh no...I don't want that. Well fuck it. I want it. Get him out. I know I did a lot of growing when I was with him, but a lot of it was painful and mean and I am sick of it replaying in my dreams. Why now?
In these dreams he is always tempting me or showing me what I can't do. Making me doubt myself. The cool thing is that even though he comes on to me hardcore in my dreams, I have never given in. He's kissed me, but I tell him no. Ugh. Whatever
I don't even know him now. Well, I think I will always KNOW him, but he isn't in my life anymore. I don't have him on my friend's list on FB even though we have like 18 friends in common. He can have his life and I really don't care. I don't want to know him.
I have other exes that I am in touch with and it is fine. I wish I knew why he is the nemesis in my dreams. I wish I knew how to get him out.
I have a great life. I am very much in love with my husband and I don't regret much these days. So why now?
Bleh.
It seems like at least once a week I dream about an ex of mine and I totally hate it. I want him out of my head. I swear if I had the ability to have the memory of him totally scrubbed out of my brain I would. You know how in movies people wish for that and then see all the good that came from knowing them and were all like..oh no...I don't want that. Well fuck it. I want it. Get him out. I know I did a lot of growing when I was with him, but a lot of it was painful and mean and I am sick of it replaying in my dreams. Why now?
In these dreams he is always tempting me or showing me what I can't do. Making me doubt myself. The cool thing is that even though he comes on to me hardcore in my dreams, I have never given in. He's kissed me, but I tell him no. Ugh. Whatever
I don't even know him now. Well, I think I will always KNOW him, but he isn't in my life anymore. I don't have him on my friend's list on FB even though we have like 18 friends in common. He can have his life and I really don't care. I don't want to know him.
I have other exes that I am in touch with and it is fine. I wish I knew why he is the nemesis in my dreams. I wish I knew how to get him out.
I have a great life. I am very much in love with my husband and I don't regret much these days. So why now?
Bleh.