These last few hours I am sitting and trying not to hold my breath as the minutes tick off towards our release. 3.5 more hours, Chance. As long as there are no events (aka bradys), we can finally take you home. Its been a long time since I've prayed this hard.... At least 8 weeks....

Weird. I wrote this on the 29th in the early morning hours. No ( Read more... )

Finally stopped playing phone tag with the Doc's office. They called yesterday but hubby told me to turn the phone off as he was expecting a fax. They called about 10 min after I fell asleep and he didn't answer. He forgot to tell me they had called until 4:50pm. This blows because they close at 4:45. The Ob's nurse had me come in and get a ( Read more... )

I had another bleeding incident on Friday. I went to bed and woke up around 3am and spent almost 2 hours on the toilet. (TMI, I know.) the blood just kept on coming. I finally decided to go to the hospital. The doc on call was not very nice. I seemed to have put her out at 5:30am calling on how do I know if/when to go to the ER? I've already ( Read more... )

I've been having a roller coaster of a few weeks. I'm hanging in there. Everytime I have a gush I freak out all over again.(Last one was Wednesday, July 25th.) I've now trained myself that whenever I have nasty thoughts that I just say over and over again "healing the hematoma, healthy baby" and imagine my little subchorionic bleed getting ( Read more... )

I got a call from Dr. S' (my normal doc) nurse.  It's official!  The hcg test results show me at 4 weeks since conception.  (At least, as of Wednesday.)  That makes sense as we had a little rendezvous on June 10.  It's kind of odd to know the actual date this baby was conceived.  I promise that, unlike my mother, I will never brag about this to the ( Read more... )