errrrrrr...ROAR
so ya, i just got home from work...icky work. Jenna kept me longer then 9, like she ALWAYS does, giving me 2 deliveries across the delivery area...like she ALWAYS does. ya so i was pissed. On the other hand, my mom called melinda today and talked to her about halloween and how i didnt want to work monday thru wednesday and when i got to work melinda was like...why did ur mom call me and not u...REALLY LOUD she like screams it in front of every1...maybe if she wasnt so fucking loud and she didnt fucking yell whenever she got the chance i wouldnt be afraid of the woman. So anyways, i talked to her and it worked out pretty well, i know that now i can talk to her and basically before she thought that i wanted pizza hut to be my life, not her wanting me to have pizza hut as my life. So that works out well. The thing about talking to her is shes always SOOOO much nicer if my mom talks to her first, bcuz i mean shes already like heard the whole thing and had time to cool off.
Anyways, last night was WICKED fun, me n matt met at leda lanes and realized keter n ali n christie were there, so we went in and christie was being hit on by some sketchy guy..lol. christie felt special but at the same time the guy was nasty so u know how it goes. then we went to dunkin d's and i realized how flamboyant brian is. I never realized how he talks, i mean he could just be happy all the time which is totally possibly, but hes just so flamboyant and i never realized! wicked weird! ya so then we went to walmart and walmart is always a fun experience, especially w/ all the granny pannies and the tiggers that hump the air....lol
So im wicked psyched! no school monday!!!! wooohoooooo! i dunno what im going to do tho...i still have shitloads of hw i should be doing...but im so lazy..i hate hw, i wish we didnt have the same classes for six hours every single day. As far as im concerned readiness SUX cuz i would've been in college right now, not that i dont love the ppl im friends with, its not that at all, i just definetly felt so much more ready last year and this year feels like a hassle.
well anyways, as always, spending time with matt has made me a better person. Even tho i bitch a shitload in my lj...im SO happy almost all the time. Like tonite, i was extra nice to even the annoying ppl that i delivered to. I just feel so lucky...i know i talk about matt like every entry...but i cant tell you how lucky i am. its just that....you know how when you're with someone that you like...you just get that feeling, that amazing feeling that like makes you want to be with this person forever with no worries because in the moment you dont care about anything else, all you see is the person and all you care about is being with the person. I get that all the time with matt. like we'll kiss and he'll just give me that feeling and i really like it, SO much. im not exactly sure what it means right now, you know? i really really really like matt...but is it more then that? i dunno. i bet everyone thinks im crazy because of how i am and how i seem to really like guys fast...but matt is different. He treats me like i am the most wonderful/beautiful/amazing girl that hes dreamed of, what girl wouldnt want that? matt is so much like me, it makes me crazy, i love it so much. Like he'll say stuff and ill be like OMG I SO HAVE SAID SOMETHING LIKE THAT or OMG THAT SOUNDS LIKE SOMETHING I WOULD SAY! i like that closeness. I seriously have waited for someone with exactly the same humor as me, because i think laughing/sense of humor is the essential part in a relationship. ...*sigh*...i miss him :(
well im wicked tired and im going to visit uvm and champlain college tomorrow....i have to get up at 5!!!!!!!! wicked early i know but it takes 3 hours to get there :( icky, i hope i can sleep cuz if i dont i know ill pass out during ppl talking at the college...lol. o well...G'NIGHT EVERY1!
Anyways, last night was WICKED fun, me n matt met at leda lanes and realized keter n ali n christie were there, so we went in and christie was being hit on by some sketchy guy..lol. christie felt special but at the same time the guy was nasty so u know how it goes. then we went to dunkin d's and i realized how flamboyant brian is. I never realized how he talks, i mean he could just be happy all the time which is totally possibly, but hes just so flamboyant and i never realized! wicked weird! ya so then we went to walmart and walmart is always a fun experience, especially w/ all the granny pannies and the tiggers that hump the air....lol
So im wicked psyched! no school monday!!!! wooohoooooo! i dunno what im going to do tho...i still have shitloads of hw i should be doing...but im so lazy..i hate hw, i wish we didnt have the same classes for six hours every single day. As far as im concerned readiness SUX cuz i would've been in college right now, not that i dont love the ppl im friends with, its not that at all, i just definetly felt so much more ready last year and this year feels like a hassle.
well anyways, as always, spending time with matt has made me a better person. Even tho i bitch a shitload in my lj...im SO happy almost all the time. Like tonite, i was extra nice to even the annoying ppl that i delivered to. I just feel so lucky...i know i talk about matt like every entry...but i cant tell you how lucky i am. its just that....you know how when you're with someone that you like...you just get that feeling, that amazing feeling that like makes you want to be with this person forever with no worries because in the moment you dont care about anything else, all you see is the person and all you care about is being with the person. I get that all the time with matt. like we'll kiss and he'll just give me that feeling and i really like it, SO much. im not exactly sure what it means right now, you know? i really really really like matt...but is it more then that? i dunno. i bet everyone thinks im crazy because of how i am and how i seem to really like guys fast...but matt is different. He treats me like i am the most wonderful/beautiful/amazing girl that hes dreamed of, what girl wouldnt want that? matt is so much like me, it makes me crazy, i love it so much. Like he'll say stuff and ill be like OMG I SO HAVE SAID SOMETHING LIKE THAT or OMG THAT SOUNDS LIKE SOMETHING I WOULD SAY! i like that closeness. I seriously have waited for someone with exactly the same humor as me, because i think laughing/sense of humor is the essential part in a relationship. ...*sigh*...i miss him :(
well im wicked tired and im going to visit uvm and champlain college tomorrow....i have to get up at 5!!!!!!!! wicked early i know but it takes 3 hours to get there :( icky, i hope i can sleep cuz if i dont i know ill pass out during ppl talking at the college...lol. o well...G'NIGHT EVERY1!