...*sigh*...
well, yesterday i went to vermont. I got up at like 5:30 and headed 3 hours north to UVM and champlain college. i was going to go to st mike's but i heard from andy that that college is really religious....and i was like uhmmm ya i dont think so! lol...my mom's singing...but ANYWAYS, champlain college is absolutely amazing. Its small, but has over 1000 people in it. The campus is BEAUTIFUL, like absolutely amazing, you can see the mountains over lake champlain and its gorgeous. The classes are small, about 18 in each class, REALLY REALLY nice. The dorm rooms are really nice too, they're built in old victorian houses, so that they're homey :) theres no curfew at night, u can have ppl visit and sleep over :) u have ur own phone and answering machine, the phones are internet phones so u can read announcements on them. I def see myself staying at this college, it reminds me a lot of the good aspects of souhegan which is really awesome and theres a 97% chance of getting a job once u get outta the college, which is absolutely AWESOME :) and if you dont get a job you want, you can go back to the college and they will help you out with ur resume and everything. The sat scores arent important to get in, u have to get between 950 and 1300, i got a 980 the first time :) (880 the 2nd time...:P BLAH) ya so, i love it there, its located in a somewhat big city, but not a huge city like nyc or boston er something, but its located across lake champlain from new york and 1 hour away from montreal, so its location is awesome and it has a big mall. The bad aspects of champlain college is that they dont have very many languages to take BUT i am allowed to take classes at UVM which is RIGHT next to champlain college, literally. and they are so damn flexible that anything i want, i can basically do. which is SO cool. another thing about the town is that it is all college students since there are 5 colleges there. so ya im wicked psyched and im going to apply there. but...at the same time im not. im in this state of like...im getting really sad, and im almost pushing stuff away from me, ya know? like i dont want to leave my teenage life. I dont want to leave my friends, i dont want to leave my school...as much as ive said that i hate it...i really dont. Everyone of my friends at souhegan have been so nice to me thru-out the years...and im going to miss it...i talked to matt about it and almost started to cry i was that sad...i hate change and i know i will be ok...but i dont want to grow up, who wants to??? its all hitting me and its making me sad :(