its bitch time
ya i guess the title explains this entry..its almost like i need time away. I need space away from ppl. I'm kinda sick of hearing OVER AND OVER how shitty ppl's lives are or whats going on. I HAVE MY PROBLEMS TOO!!!!!!!!!!!! oh wait i forgot that your life is more important then mine and that i should only listen to you and all ur problems. one of my biggest pet peeves is when ppl talk about THEMSELVES and dont ever ask about you. Yes, ill admit, i listen to people, im not one of those people that interrupt you when you are talking because i figure whatever comes out of your mouth and is upsetting you is really important...but is it that hard to ask about my life too? maybe im having problems and maybe if you ask me about mine and how im dealing it will help you with yours. I figure that its VERY important to listen to other people because it definetly could help you out with your life, i mean, if all you do is talk about yourself...then whats the point of telling the person? ya know? i mean like you tell the person...to get it out, right? but you could do that with a wall if you wanted to, talking to a person assures that you will get a response and thats kinda what you wanted in the first place, and if you dont want a response...then i suggest a wall is the best thing to get it out to. another pet peeve of mine...is when you dont think before you speak...what you say and your opinion is very interesting...but havent you ever heard of saying something negative about the way someone looks or about the way someone acts to their face being straight out rude? its something they really cant change, or that they really like, its 1 thing to say, "that jacket is really ugly" then "that jacket looks good on you, but i dunno if id wear it" or not comment on it really at all. I think that its 1 thing if a person asks for your opinion...and another thing if a person tells you what they want to do because your having a conversation or maybe if you're at the mall trying stuff and your friend picks out something nasty but really likes it, and they're like "wow this is wicked cute" you dont go and say "are you crazy? i think thats so ugly/nasty i would never wear it" kinda thing....i dunno. Im just sick of ppl bitching, i know its a stressful year, its senior year of all times, WE ALL HAVE PROBLEMS!!! its not something to obsess over because it will make your life miserable. I'm telling you, since the beginning of the year, ive been trying to think of all the positive things that have been going on (i know today im bitching, but you need a bitch fest every once in a while) and that helps me so much, it really does. just something everyone should try, bcuz this is the first time ive been annoyed in a while at ppl, sooooooo i dunno, well im done with my bitch fest. I just have to say that this was not directly towards ANYONE, it was simply a bitch fest where i needed to get my feelings out because i was annoyed with what some ppl did, im not annoyed with the person themself...get what im saying? k well....i feel much better now so thats the positive thing in all this bitching :)