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A long time on the road of life.
Hello. It has been some time, hasn't it. Where to start..... well i guess a recap would be good. The last times i wrote in this journal, heartbreaking things were happening in my life. I lost my best friend Joe Butler to cancer. Later, my grandfather also left this life to join the Ancestors. My heart still aches at their loss. It was about ( Read more... ) -
Burden--Opeth
I, once upon a time ( Read more... ) -
Benighted
Come into this night ( Read more... ) -
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For some reason, im still alive.... -
apathy
Have you ever seen the movie Joe Vs. the Volcano? I feel like Tom Hanks in that movie. I feel like my life has ground to a screeching halt. The flourescent lights and the confined spaces are slowly driving me mad ( Read more... ) -
Fugue
I'm still alive.
I'm not the same person any of you knew.
For those of you who are sick and suffering, my love and prayers to you ( Read more... ) -
The Calm after the Storm
Its been a hard month. I never thought i would be sitting here on my grandpa's birthday and not be celebrating with him. I miss him intensely. I have been making alot of changes in my life. Old friends, old modes of thought, old beliefs have been cut away for survival. I have been living the life of a hermit as of late, because the isolation ( Read more... ) -
The Red Griffon has flown home
Last night at about 7 p.m. my grandfather Joseph Michael Ryan passed from this earth. He is in heaven with my grandmother and Joe Butler now. He fought long and hard to get better. In the end we prayed for merciful release from his suffering and that God's will be done ( Read more... ) -
Please pray for my grandpa
Things have been pretty nuts lately. My grandfather, Joseph Micheal Ryan(for whom i was named) has been very sick. He has a very large blood clot in the upper chambers of his heart. His heart itself is between 10 and 20 function. He has a staph infection from the jackass who put his cathater in.( i know i prolly misspelled that fuckin blow me ( Read more... )
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