Less Guilt, More Sleep!

Feb 15, 2011 10:48

The most amazing thing happened this morning.  I was called by the automated service to work and I turned the job down.  I turned it down despite the job fitting within my time frame and being a school that I actually like working with.  And I feel guilty; I feel really guilty, because I need to be working.  I should be making money whenever I can.  Then, I get a call from the principal secretary of the same school and she offers me the same job.  A second chance!  And I really don't want to take it.

Then, Lori says to me, "You have the right to say 'no'"

It made me feel so much better.

So, today I figured out the recording basics of Garageband, though I've still a lot to do with that.  I got it to record, which a big deal if you ask me.  I have a bit more to figure out today on the computer, return a few things to Cox and Target, maybe hit the gym.  I got a gift card to Starbucks, won 10 bucks on a lotto scratcher, stuff like that.

I work my other job at 3:45 today.  So that only leaves me with a few hours to get some work done.  My hand is still bugging me from last night.  My knees are not doing so hot, but the rest of me is not so bad.  I really want something more substantial for my future than I currently have.  More than anything what I want is a little more sleep.

Does anybody think that I will actually get what I truly want out of life?
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