I haven't been here in a while
For those of you who have noticed that I haven't been here in a while, I hope you will forgive me for not writing.
You're not missing much really, at least not much by not seeing/talking to me. I hate work, but I like going to movies. Subbing sucks, but I'm not sure that I really want to be a real teacher either (sometimes I think that I just want to fill up the classroom so that all this stuff can get out of my house). I keep being overwhelmed with these weird bouts of exhaustion, and I have this minor obsession with Primeval (season 4 is on itunes). I had a cold and then another cold. I'm almost over that one.
My friends came over and cleaned/organized my porch and downstairs, pulling me a big way out of this funk that I have been in forever-ish. They left me with piles to go through. I've gotten through most of them and started on the second floor. It feels so much better to have an organized home. I am so grateful to all of them. I think about it every time I walk downstairs. It's like I can breathe.
What else? What else? What else? Improv class is fun; I like a lot of my classmates. I have this notion that I am meant to be there, ya know, because of how I was brought to the class by all these walks of my life. I was kinda hoping it was for this one thing (that I am pretty sure now it is most assuredly not) and I'm beginning to think that it has a lot to do with my voice acting career, at least in part. Really, the class is adding so much to my life, especially the people. I'm having a really great "people" year, so many really wonderful people have come into my life lately. And after a lifetime of being kinda lonely... it is a really nice change. I do have this sorta fear that they will, one by one, be offended my me in some way, and I will lose them all. It's a whole shoe dropping thing.
I know, I should expect more of me too.
You're not missing much really, at least not much by not seeing/talking to me. I hate work, but I like going to movies. Subbing sucks, but I'm not sure that I really want to be a real teacher either (sometimes I think that I just want to fill up the classroom so that all this stuff can get out of my house). I keep being overwhelmed with these weird bouts of exhaustion, and I have this minor obsession with Primeval (season 4 is on itunes). I had a cold and then another cold. I'm almost over that one.
My friends came over and cleaned/organized my porch and downstairs, pulling me a big way out of this funk that I have been in forever-ish. They left me with piles to go through. I've gotten through most of them and started on the second floor. It feels so much better to have an organized home. I am so grateful to all of them. I think about it every time I walk downstairs. It's like I can breathe.
What else? What else? What else? Improv class is fun; I like a lot of my classmates. I have this notion that I am meant to be there, ya know, because of how I was brought to the class by all these walks of my life. I was kinda hoping it was for this one thing (that I am pretty sure now it is most assuredly not) and I'm beginning to think that it has a lot to do with my voice acting career, at least in part. Really, the class is adding so much to my life, especially the people. I'm having a really great "people" year, so many really wonderful people have come into my life lately. And after a lifetime of being kinda lonely... it is a really nice change. I do have this sorta fear that they will, one by one, be offended my me in some way, and I will lose them all. It's a whole shoe dropping thing.
I know, I should expect more of me too.