Besing had it right. I was very discontent ( Read more... )

I'm feeling.. lucky. Very lucky. Just something in the air screams, lets go and do something. Let's be lucky, lets be happy and lets be in love.

I fell like I can do anything right now.

lol well.. last night, I spent just wallowing in self pity because my Christmas sucked. I felt utterly abandoned. There wasn' even Kyle to bug. Ry was playing scrabble with his family [good god, when was the last time my family sat down to a game?] and I ain' seen hide or hair of Ethan in aaages. So.. yesterday was just my day to say "you know ( Read more... )

Who could ask for a better last day as a minor? Ride through the park, lookin' at christmas lights on a bus full of little kids, save for the three other high schoolers and a few adults, then free pizza and games because the bus driver kept sending us to the front desk to break change. There was a dense crowd 'round the driving game.. Yellin', ( Read more... )

From Blogger with a few minor edits. Well... I told *GuyX*. He took it amazingly well.. It was.. yea, awesome. It was very very hard to tell him, I could seriously feel my heart trying to jump out and strangle me to death.. but I managed. By the time he left.. we were still friends, if not better. I found that I was able to be even more open with ( Read more... )

lol someone shoot me.. I am so freakin' love sick.. again, 's not even cool.

See.. last year.. 'bout this time, I had a crush on a guy.. lets call him GuyX for sanity reasons.. and well.. it's back. lol and I feel like I'm just gonna gush to death. soooo happy. so so happy. I could just.. twirl in a meadow and sing to the birds. lol