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From Blogger with a few minor edits. Well... I told *GuyX*. He took it amazingly well.. It was.. yea, awesome. It was very very hard to tell him, I could seriously feel my heart trying to jump out and strangle me to death.. but I managed. By the time he left.. we were still friends, if not better. I found that I was able to be even more open with him. Able to voice my frustrations of not being able to understand him or read him. It was good. I feel very.. unwound.. unstressed.. just.. released.
... lol still no urge to eat. Though I suppose I should grab at least ONE turkey sandwich or else my stomach will try to eat me in the morning like the last time I tried to go on only one meal, that being a lunch meal.
More as more thoughts develope.
Edited for two reasons : A] Not quite able to come out and fully recognize it with everyone in the whole world. B] there's that ever thin chance he could read it and I'd just put it on Friends Only, but I gotta start getting used to this and fully accepting it and plus, I was gonna post this on Blogger until I started prattling about my dreams. Not very subject oriented. ^_^;; And I only started posting it in Blogger because I knew I was going to touch a bit on what I wrote about last night and I quote here for both [A] and for all those random things I'm gonna say like...
Well.. no further thoughts. Just a few dreams.. Just weird ones too. One was a nightmare, and go figure. A computer game again. -_- and I ain' even played one lately -- maybe it's my subconscience telling me something. But I had this one like.. freakin' twice. First time around it was a shark, second time, I don' remember, but I remember goin' "huh, wasn' it a shark last time?".. but either way, the way I leveled up was I was given cards.. and I had to fly them, individually, into his mouth and I had to hit the tounge just right. Eventually I would be given an ace of spades -- never did find out what it was for -- and it would break free of the system.. 'cause the whole time I'm playin, 's like there is a real shark/whatever just hanging suspended in the air, chained down. In the case of the shark, it was like it was still under water, it would move as it if were.. swimming in the air. I never got past the level of it getting lose, 'cause when the shark got loose, it would follow me and I would just be too scared to actually fight it. Tried flinging the Ace at him a few times, never worked, no matter how true my aim was. And then the second time around, I remember now it was a giant.. like a cyclops too.. gah, too much mythology. But this time I ran outside and I hid like a mad little rabbit. Woke up scared out of my mind 'round 6a. Speakin' of a rabbit.. just saw one. huh.
Just realized something. I'll have to scribble it down and blogger about it.
... I just realized that I really don' feel like blogging right now. huh. Well.. [B] is obsolete now, woot! ... True sign you've been on teh forums, when you try to end the tag that is [b] 9_9
... lol still no urge to eat. Though I suppose I should grab at least ONE turkey sandwich or else my stomach will try to eat me in the morning like the last time I tried to go on only one meal, that being a lunch meal.
More as more thoughts develope.
Edited for two reasons : A] Not quite able to come out and fully recognize it with everyone in the whole world. B] there's that ever thin chance he could read it and I'd just put it on Friends Only, but I gotta start getting used to this and fully accepting it and plus, I was gonna post this on Blogger until I started prattling about my dreams. Not very subject oriented. ^_^;; And I only started posting it in Blogger because I knew I was going to touch a bit on what I wrote about last night and I quote here for both [A] and for all those random things I'm gonna say like...
Well.. no further thoughts. Just a few dreams.. Just weird ones too. One was a nightmare, and go figure. A computer game again. -_- and I ain' even played one lately -- maybe it's my subconscience telling me something. But I had this one like.. freakin' twice. First time around it was a shark, second time, I don' remember, but I remember goin' "huh, wasn' it a shark last time?".. but either way, the way I leveled up was I was given cards.. and I had to fly them, individually, into his mouth and I had to hit the tounge just right. Eventually I would be given an ace of spades -- never did find out what it was for -- and it would break free of the system.. 'cause the whole time I'm playin, 's like there is a real shark/whatever just hanging suspended in the air, chained down. In the case of the shark, it was like it was still under water, it would move as it if were.. swimming in the air. I never got past the level of it getting lose, 'cause when the shark got loose, it would follow me and I would just be too scared to actually fight it. Tried flinging the Ace at him a few times, never worked, no matter how true my aim was. And then the second time around, I remember now it was a giant.. like a cyclops too.. gah, too much mythology. But this time I ran outside and I hid like a mad little rabbit. Woke up scared out of my mind 'round 6a. Speakin' of a rabbit.. just saw one. huh.
Just realized something. I'll have to scribble it down and blogger about it.
... I just realized that I really don' feel like blogging right now. huh. Well.. [B] is obsolete now, woot! ... True sign you've been on teh forums, when you try to end the tag that is [b] 9_9