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More or less, I hate, loathe, detest, and despise 99% of my life right now. Every now and then it will seem like I'm about to maybe start to kind of have a half-way decent moment in my day.. then it comes toppeling down. I try very hard to not be emo.. well.. that's not true at all. I don't even pretend to try to not be.. when I'm not emo, it comes ( Read more... )

I am exhausted. My intermittent sleep is driving me insane. I slept very well the night before last, and then terribly last night. This is bad, because it doesn't seem to really bother me when I don't sleep.. like.. ever. And then just crash. At least.. it doesn't bother me nearly as much as sleeping well once and then not for a few days. It's ( Read more... )

Who you haters think you talkin' to? I'm the fuckin' boss. White-on-white G4, hater, get lostI just have to say, I am, all things considered, very amazing. NOTHING CAN PHASE ME. And I'm beautiful through it all. You want some? Come get some. It's like Too Short said, "Bitches ain't shit". Ah.. rap ( Read more... )

This whole.. not sleeping thing.. is wearing on me. I wish I knew the source of it, though. It would be infinitely easier to remedy, I'm certain. I should start keeping a log.. but of course that wouldn't last long. I'd end up being too lazy to update it or something along those lines. I've slept, in the past three days, somewhere around ten hours ( Read more... )

This song is amazing. It's cocaine in lyrical form, and I'm soooo addicted to it. Uhm. So.. I hung out with Marshmallow yesterday. It was pretty awesome. As should be expected. I feel kind of stuck here today, though.. Everywhere is closed and totally inhibiting me getting a job. Oh well.. there is time, yet. So.. I'm anxious to get my place with ( Read more... )

Lalala. Okay, so.. I don't really have much to say. I feel the need to make the obligatory first post, though, saying that I will, indeed, in the future say more. Which may well not be the case, but I'll say it now anyway. Huzzah, new name.. of which I'm quite fond. Life status.. uhm.. more or less.. I'm going to be leaving town very soon, and so I ( Read more... )