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More or less, I hate, loathe, detest, and despise 99% of my life right now. Every now and then it will seem like I'm about to maybe start to kind of have a half-way decent moment in my day.. then it comes toppeling down. I try very hard to not be emo.. well.. that's not true at all. I don't even pretend to try to not be.. when I'm not emo, it comes naturally.. and likewise with when I am emo. Things don't seem to want to go right.. I'm thinking I'm going to go through another massive overhaul again soon. I tend to do this once every several months to years.. where I become unhappy like this and just wipe my online friends(with a few exceptions who have always been there) and start a new with new names and such. Online is easy in this sense.. though I don't suppose a whole lot of people are like me.. and thusly I am one of few who takes advantage of it. Either way, though, come January.. I may disapear. I tire of the drudgery.. and with each day, I consider doing this sooner. Stupid life.. stupid.. people.. with their stupid.. emotions. If everyone thought like me the world would be a better place.. and I'd have to hate all of you less.
Until next time.. ...Or maybe not.
Until next time.. ...Or maybe not.