Episode
So I'm an idiot. I feel really stupid because I had a mini episode tonight in front of a new friend. I basically cried a lot and had a panic attack. He said I revealed too much about myself and he said a grown ass woman shouldn't cry. He's more than right. I can't help from crying so many tears, almost feels like it's what I was made to do. I do feel at times like I cry other people's years for them, whatever that means.
His advice reminded me of advice I would have received from my childhood friend Andrew, who's tough as bones. I wrote Andrew a letter last week. I hope he gets it and writes me back.