my fork lies in the hands of the U.S. Army for the time being. I know i have about a 40% chance on not being disqualified due to my past lung epidemics. However, if i am not disqualified my mission and goal is to become an avionics system repairer dude. Yeah i had a change of heart today...instead of becoming an engineer i would rather have the ( Read more... )

my long silence here comes aloud in the speaking of this post in which isn't long. . . .I've been mainly contemplating myself and what is there ahead, also not to be achieved without my closest friends Sam and Tiff. I would like to speak and hang with others that i dont speak to as much or have gotten out of reach with...but that is in their court ( Read more... )

LJ is being gay, it'll let me sign on but not see my friends entries....you know that "friends only" stuff. . . .

work is alright, Lisa and i are talking of stuff and wanting a relationship, tired and well yeah.

a piece of cold chicken fingers are a lot like a cold pussy ( Read more... )

so anyways i just got off the phone with one of Lisa's good friends, Vanessa, whom is also a friend of mine. Turns out that Lisa is doing good, but is pissed at me. . .however, she also got hit pretty fucking hard the other morning and needs some time to soak it in. I'll explain about the weekend...( now )

well it's been a little over a week of being single. The change of pace is alright but something is going to need doing. That's how come i got the ball started rolling yesterday at work. Sure i dropped a (at least) 1000lbs pallet on my foot making my two little toes swell a bit, but the people are good. I love being front-end where i can talk ( Read more... )

so i've been single for a week and my it is unsettling. Short Joe was trying to get me hooked up with this one chick that gave him her number, but then a few days later had a seshual time with. That right there is enough to make me say no. However, there is also no real attraction and a little over the borderline of my taste. I already know what i ( Read more... )

i guess the psuedo-breakup thing on the vm was an actual breakup thing...which fucking pissed me off, i already did know that it was going to be a short-lived relationship but still...I'm getting my shit back tomorrow after work (10-4:30, if anyone wants to visit and see my hair...that is cut). shallow people just really suck, ESPECIALLY IF THEY ( Read more... )

i made a long-term promise to a dear friend of mine that will take about 5 years to incubate and perhaps blossom. The l;ady's being a bit stupid but right now she's at MEPS so hopefully i can talk some sense tomorrow or saturday, but if not. . .i'm pulling out of the relationship and friendship because of the lack of dedication ( Read more... )

nothing is ever certain, not even a hug. An affectionate embrace could mean nothing even if they are tied.