Mar 28, 2006 18:55
my long silence here comes aloud in the speaking of this post in which isn't long. . . .I've been mainly contemplating myself and what is there ahead, also not to be achieved without my closest friends Sam and Tiff. I would like to speak and hang with others that i dont speak to as much or have gotten out of reach with...but that is in their court for all know that i'm down for whatever.
I'm almost joined up for the Air Force in hopes of becoming an ATC or at least Radar. Some defy my will and ability and so in turn i shall take the test and hopefully pass onto basic....because my lungs used to be gay?
there are days that i look behind me and see what could've been and forward to what could be...but there are those that close doors and windows randomly so not even i know what will become....because there are things that frustrate the shit out of me.