Silver Letters [3/?]
Title: Silver Letters [3/?]
Author: gooberso1
Beta: Evan
Main Pairing: Kyungsoo/Jongin
Side Pairings: Baekhyun/Chanyeol, Sehun/Luhan, Kris/Tao, Xiumin/Chen, Suho/Lay
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Futuristic, Scifi, Romance,
Warnings: Mpreg, weirdo futuristic Setting, and eventually smut
Summary: The world has greatly changed in the last hundred years. People aren't able to choose who they will marry and have families with any longer, it's entirely up to a silver letter to tell you your fate.
Masterlist
The faint sunlight seemed to creep into Kyungsoo’s bedroom, waking him up again to the loneness of his room. Lying there alone on his bed Kyungsoo didn’t try to move or wake up. His mind was too busy trying to calm it self down. Ever since the first night when he had that horrifying nightmare, Kyungsoo has been plagued with nightmares just like it ever since. Each night he was back down in the dark room, round with that man’s child, and would feel that cursed man’s fingers insult his flesh. It always ended the same way, Kyungsoo walking up feeling completely drained and afraid. All his life Kyungsoo tried to not let himself become afraid, yet he was more fearful now than he had ever been before
Baekhyun tried to reassure him that it was just the way his brain was dealing with this fear of this unknown, that Baekhyun went through a very similar time when he first received his letter. It made him feel a little better during the daytime, but after waking up from those dreams the next morning with the same dread he was starting to wonder if this was something different than a simple fear
With the sound of the alarms ringing overhead Kyungsoo knew that it was time to finally wake up and get out of the bed. Today was different than the rest of the days this week, today after a long wait he needed to head over to one of the local hospitals assigned to him so that he could meet his donor and start injections. It was unsettling to say the least, but he didn't really have a choice in the matter
Tossing his legs off the side of the bed it didn’t take long for him to get out of the warmth of his sheets, hit the shower and let the cool water wake him up. Whenever he was dressed and finished, Kyungsoo moved slowly around the room until he found an outfit hidden in the back of his closet. It was the standard uniform that every citizen was issued upon adulthood, but Kyungsoo had it hidden in his closet since it had been a while since he was issued it
Looking at the piece of clothing hanging on his closet, the deep silver fabric was very similar to a flight suit with various zippers on it. Pulling it down from the hanger he threw it on without a second thought, only hesitating for a second as he stared at his reflection in the mirror without a smile on his face. A uniform that he was once excited to wear now felt like a prisoners overalls. He wants to just go hide in his bathtub the rest of the day, but he knew that if he missed the appointment then the police would send someone there and take him there by force. That was even worse.
It was a quick process for Kyungsoo to finish cleaning up his place and gather what he needed for the appointment, and before the blink of an eye he was dragging himself to the medic office. Since he didn‘t have a car, he had to ride the subway system that was unfortunately, in these circumstances, fast. Arriving outside of the large white building, Kyungsoo had to force himself to be brave and deal with the horror inside. He wanted nothing more than to turn around, head to the coffee shop, and deal with Baekhyun and Tao’s complaining than to be here. Yet, he found himself pushing the doors opened and entering inside
The waiting room was relatively empty, only a few people of various stages of pregnancy inside. Towards the front of the room was something that wasn’t normal to Kyungsoo, there was a receptionist android waiting there to check everyone in. Just like the people who work together with him in the coffee shop, seeing an android wasn't normal for Kyungsoo. They are the most expensive, high class, and technological devices. There were a variety of makes and models, but the one trait that every android possessed was their mechanical soul less eyes paired together with the glowing blue seams on their skin where the shell of their skin merged in spots. There wasn’t any way that someone could mistake an android for a human. They were just so odd to see for Kyungsoo, as he moved carefully forward to talk to the female android that was attached by wiring to the wall and chair that she sat within
Approaching the android receptionist, Kyungsoo pulled out the silver letter from his pocket and placed it in front of the android. “My name is Do Kyungsoo, I have an appointment today.&ldquo
The android reached over and took the letter behind the desk, inserting it into a machine that seemed to read the information and process it within seconds
“Thank you, Do Kyungsoo. Allow me sign you in.” The android stated in a monotone voice, waiting until Kyungsoo allowed her to take a hold of his forearm. With a smooth movement the Android pushed his sleeve up and her hand rested on Kyungsoo’s forearm and after she had moved her hand there was a barcode stamped on him. Her finger hovered a few centimeters above his arm as a faint blue light glowed from under the pad of her finger, scanning the barcode that was just placed.
“Do Kyungsoo, you have successfully been signed in. Please take a seat in the lobby, a nurse will come and escort you through the doors in a short moment.” Kyungsoo could only nod at that statement, listening to what the android said as he moved to the side of the room and took a seat by himself. Looking down at his arm his fingers ran over the dark gray mark on his hand, and in this moment he was glad that it would wash off without any problems. Having barcode tattoos might be interesting to some people, but he didn’t want to have all his information easily accessible by everyone.
Leaning back in his chair, Kyungsoo tried to get comfortable but it wasn’t working. Everything felt so awkward and honestly Kyungsoo just wanted to go in and get this over with. The quicker that he got this process over, then the quicker that he could go home and talk to Baekhyun about it all and feel better. It was strange how much Kyungsoo and Baekhyun relied on each other, but Kyungsoo knew that he wouldn’t ever judge Baekhyun. And, he was a hundred percent sure that Baekhyun wouldn't judge him either since he is going through the exact same thing. They were carriers and would deal with it together
It was rather surprising that not even ten minutes later the doors to the examination rooms were swung open and a young nurse appeared. Watching her look around the room, she called Kyungsoo’s name in a quick manner. Kyungsoo was shocked to say the least that it was already his turn. It seemed insanely fast and something about this didn’t feel right to him as he watched her glance around the room with a worried expression. Standing up, Kyungsoo moved quickly to where she was standing as she began to usher him into the back area
yungsoo moved slowly as he followed the young nurse into the examination rooms, making sure to not say a single word since he knew that in his current state he would be stuttering or worse. That idea wasn’t a pleasant thing. Kyungsoo was beyond nervous, so much so that he felt like any moment that he might get sick to his stomach and embarrass himself by throwing up in front of them. Taking in a deep breath, the nurse turned to speak to Kyungsoo with a happy tone
“Don’t be so worried, Kyungsoo-sii. The process is rather simple on your first day here, the doctor will begin by doing a few simple examinations and tests. Then you will get to meet your donor for the first time, which I know that you’re excited about, and the two of you will receive your tests together. It’s nice and easy, ah looks like we’re at your room. Please head inside and get ready for the doctor. We need for you to remove all of your clothes, undergarments included, and put on the examination gown laid out for you. The doctor will be with you momentarily.” She responded just as happily, opening the door to the room and ushering Kyungsoo inside.
With so much going on, Kyungsoo could only nod his head without a word as he entered inside. Part of him wanted to ask the nice nurse to stay, simply to keep him distracted and feeling less tense, but his throat was too dry to say anything. He was left standing alone at the door, so he decided to do exactly what she requested. Entering inside, Kyungsoo removed all of his clothing and put on the examination gown as quickly as he could. The only thing left to do was wait for the doctor to come inside, so Kyungsoo took a seat on the edge of the examination table and played with the edge of the paper gown as he waited. With the sound of a knock on the door, Kyungsoo looked with wide eyes at the doctor
Walking inside the room was a rather short woman with light brown hair, with small and determined eyes, and what Kyungsoo thinks she is in her early thirties. With her hair pulled back by a bandana, Kyungsoo felt a wave of relief wash over him as she bowed politely before taking a seat on a small rolling chair in front of Kyungsoo. “Do Kyungsoo, it’s very nice to meet you. My name is Kwon Boa and I am the Gynecologist issued for you. I know that you must be very excited about being joined, but there are a few things that we need to do before you can meet your donor.” She told Kyungsoo, as he tried his best to smile even though his thoughts were the exact opposite. What type of good thing could be happening because of his joining? It isn’t good, it is far from it actually.
“We are going to start off with a standard practice. To begin, we have a variety of blood tests that we need to perform to figure out your hormone levels or any other conditions that would need to be noticed. I will be withdrawing four vials of blood for those tests. After we finish the blood tests I will perform an ultrasound on your abdomen to check your organ‘s placement and for the chance of a natural uterus. Do you have any questions?” Doctor Kwon asked him, but Kyungsoo simply shook his head no. He wanted to finish this as quickly and that meant getting past these tests as quickly as possible
The doctor moved quickly after getting Kyungsoo’s approval. She turned around quickly in the chair and reached into one of the draws, retrieving the blood withdrawing machine It is a strange device that would attach to the elbow joint for blood withdrawal, as well as a tourniquet for his arm. In a professional manner she returned to him, reaching over to take his arm as she explained what she was doing at the same time as her actions
“First off, I’m going to place this tourniquet on your arm so that we can slow down the blood flow and start up the device.” She told him, getting a small alcoholic wipe to clean his arm before doing anything else
Once that was done, she did exactly what she explains as she placed the device on his elbow and clamped it down so that it was keeping his arm perfectly straight. Looking at it a few times to make sure that it was lined up correctly, the doctor them moved to attach tube to the hub on the lower part of the machine. This would send the blood down into whichever tube needing to be filled. Removing the tourniquet from his arm, she returned his attention back to him
“Now, you might feel a small prick to your arm but please keep your movement to a minimum for the next three minutes.” With a press of the switch, Kyungsoo felt a slight pinch on his skin as the device successfully pierced his skin. Doctor Kwon pressed another button and his blood began to fill up the first tube that would be sent for testing.
It seemed that this was a very routine thing for Doctor Kwon as she smiled towards the queasy young man. Kyungsoo wasn’t sure if he was thankful or even more anxious whenever she started to make small talk with him. Within a few moments she had asked him about his job, what school he attended, and his favorite type of food and music. Since Kyungsoo was so nervous, he accidentally just said the first thing that came to his mind. But, luckily in the blink of an eye it was over and she leaned down to remove the device
“See, that wasn’t so bad now was it?“ Doctor Kwon told Kyungsoo, as she placed a bandage on his arm and once made sure that the blood had stopped. Placing the device behind her on a table, she turned to Kyungsoo with a smile on her face
“Now, I need for you to lean backwards, scoot down to the edge of this table, and get your legs propped up in the stirrups. I need to do the rectal ultrasound so try to relax and it will be over quickly.“ Doctor Kwon told him, getting her tools ready as Kyungsoo felt his face go white. Without even trying, Kyungsoo could feel the nightmare start to flash in his mind. Unlike the dream he wasn’t being strapped in and immobilized, but it was still a frightening feeling to be sitting there with his body exposed to Doctor Kwon. Kyungsoo nodded his head to the doctor, doing exactly what she said as he tried to think about anything except what was happening
Kyungsoo watched as Doctor Kwon placed a small surgical mask over her nose and mouth before vanishing between his legs. Feeling a blush creep on his face, Kyungsoo felt so violated that he didn’t attempt to breathe. Luckily the doctor seemed to notice and tried to help him relax by talking softly to him
“Kyungsoo, are you starting to get excited about your joining?” Doctor Kwon asks him, just as he feels a sudden sharp prick on his buttocks. The doctor seemed to notice as Kyungsoo flinched as she patted his leg and tried to reassure him. “Don’t worry about that, it’s just a muscle relaxant to help make things less painful with the ultrasound.”
Unable to complain about that, Kyungsoo closed his eyes and tried to think of words to respond back with. “I’m truly honored to be joined, I’m just very unsure about the process. It seems very risky and I would be lying if I said that I wasn’t afraid.” Kyungsoo admitted to her, as the doctor seemed to nod her head to him.
“I know that many young carriers are very anxious and nervous at first, but it’s a lengthy process that we need to do for the sake of the world, but maybe you will be lucky enough to have your own uterus already. Although the likely hood of having a natural uterus is about twenty five percent or less, it’s still something every carrier dreams of. That way you could conceive quickly and honor your donor with a child as soon as possible.” Doctor Kwon told him, although Kyungsoo felt himself starting to panic at that idea. With a natural uterus he would have a child fast. Kyungsoo really wanted to snap out and freak out, but keeps his mouth shut as he feels something cold and thin entering him
Tensing up, Doctor Kwon became quiet as she focused on the procedure she was performing. It felt so strange for him, so Kyungsoo wanted this whole thing to be done and over with. Yet, the second this was finished then it meant that he would have to meet his donor that much sooner. Closing his eyes as Kyungsoo tried to relax, he tried his best to think about anything to distract him. It was funny that no matter how much he tried, all he could see was that same cursed nightmare flashing behind his eyes. Not even thoughts of delicious hand made cakes were making them go away
Whenever Kyungsoo felt a small pat on the inside of his leg, Kyungsoo realized that the strange feeling was gone and that Doctor Kwon was finished. Finally able to get his legs out of the stirrups, Kyungsoo let his legs dangle over the edge of the table as he looked at Doctor Kwon waiting for her next command
“Okay, you did a very good job. We have all of the data recorded now, so it’s been transferred so that we can analyze it and announce the results for you momentarily. Go ahead and get dressed, then let the nurse know whenever you are ready so that we can let you meet your donor.” She explains, standing up to head to the door to leave. Just before exiting, she turns around to bow towards Kyungsoo. “It’s been a pleasure meeting you, I will do my best for you and your future children.&ldquo
Kyungsoo could only frown whenever she said that, bowing his head in return. “Thank you as well, and have a good day.” With those words, Kyungsoo was left alone inside of the examination room. It was time to get dressed and finish this process
Author: gooberso1
Beta: Evan
Main Pairing: Kyungsoo/Jongin
Side Pairings: Baekhyun/Chanyeol, Sehun/Luhan, Kris/Tao, Xiumin/Chen, Suho/Lay
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Futuristic, Scifi, Romance,
Warnings: Mpreg, weirdo futuristic Setting, and eventually smut
Summary: The world has greatly changed in the last hundred years. People aren't able to choose who they will marry and have families with any longer, it's entirely up to a silver letter to tell you your fate.
Masterlist
The faint sunlight seemed to creep into Kyungsoo’s bedroom, waking him up again to the loneness of his room. Lying there alone on his bed Kyungsoo didn’t try to move or wake up. His mind was too busy trying to calm it self down. Ever since the first night when he had that horrifying nightmare, Kyungsoo has been plagued with nightmares just like it ever since. Each night he was back down in the dark room, round with that man’s child, and would feel that cursed man’s fingers insult his flesh. It always ended the same way, Kyungsoo walking up feeling completely drained and afraid. All his life Kyungsoo tried to not let himself become afraid, yet he was more fearful now than he had ever been before
Baekhyun tried to reassure him that it was just the way his brain was dealing with this fear of this unknown, that Baekhyun went through a very similar time when he first received his letter. It made him feel a little better during the daytime, but after waking up from those dreams the next morning with the same dread he was starting to wonder if this was something different than a simple fear
With the sound of the alarms ringing overhead Kyungsoo knew that it was time to finally wake up and get out of the bed. Today was different than the rest of the days this week, today after a long wait he needed to head over to one of the local hospitals assigned to him so that he could meet his donor and start injections. It was unsettling to say the least, but he didn't really have a choice in the matter
Tossing his legs off the side of the bed it didn’t take long for him to get out of the warmth of his sheets, hit the shower and let the cool water wake him up. Whenever he was dressed and finished, Kyungsoo moved slowly around the room until he found an outfit hidden in the back of his closet. It was the standard uniform that every citizen was issued upon adulthood, but Kyungsoo had it hidden in his closet since it had been a while since he was issued it
Looking at the piece of clothing hanging on his closet, the deep silver fabric was very similar to a flight suit with various zippers on it. Pulling it down from the hanger he threw it on without a second thought, only hesitating for a second as he stared at his reflection in the mirror without a smile on his face. A uniform that he was once excited to wear now felt like a prisoners overalls. He wants to just go hide in his bathtub the rest of the day, but he knew that if he missed the appointment then the police would send someone there and take him there by force. That was even worse.
It was a quick process for Kyungsoo to finish cleaning up his place and gather what he needed for the appointment, and before the blink of an eye he was dragging himself to the medic office. Since he didn‘t have a car, he had to ride the subway system that was unfortunately, in these circumstances, fast. Arriving outside of the large white building, Kyungsoo had to force himself to be brave and deal with the horror inside. He wanted nothing more than to turn around, head to the coffee shop, and deal with Baekhyun and Tao’s complaining than to be here. Yet, he found himself pushing the doors opened and entering inside
The waiting room was relatively empty, only a few people of various stages of pregnancy inside. Towards the front of the room was something that wasn’t normal to Kyungsoo, there was a receptionist android waiting there to check everyone in. Just like the people who work together with him in the coffee shop, seeing an android wasn't normal for Kyungsoo. They are the most expensive, high class, and technological devices. There were a variety of makes and models, but the one trait that every android possessed was their mechanical soul less eyes paired together with the glowing blue seams on their skin where the shell of their skin merged in spots. There wasn’t any way that someone could mistake an android for a human. They were just so odd to see for Kyungsoo, as he moved carefully forward to talk to the female android that was attached by wiring to the wall and chair that she sat within
Approaching the android receptionist, Kyungsoo pulled out the silver letter from his pocket and placed it in front of the android. “My name is Do Kyungsoo, I have an appointment today.&ldquo
The android reached over and took the letter behind the desk, inserting it into a machine that seemed to read the information and process it within seconds
“Thank you, Do Kyungsoo. Allow me sign you in.” The android stated in a monotone voice, waiting until Kyungsoo allowed her to take a hold of his forearm. With a smooth movement the Android pushed his sleeve up and her hand rested on Kyungsoo’s forearm and after she had moved her hand there was a barcode stamped on him. Her finger hovered a few centimeters above his arm as a faint blue light glowed from under the pad of her finger, scanning the barcode that was just placed.
“Do Kyungsoo, you have successfully been signed in. Please take a seat in the lobby, a nurse will come and escort you through the doors in a short moment.” Kyungsoo could only nod at that statement, listening to what the android said as he moved to the side of the room and took a seat by himself. Looking down at his arm his fingers ran over the dark gray mark on his hand, and in this moment he was glad that it would wash off without any problems. Having barcode tattoos might be interesting to some people, but he didn’t want to have all his information easily accessible by everyone.
Leaning back in his chair, Kyungsoo tried to get comfortable but it wasn’t working. Everything felt so awkward and honestly Kyungsoo just wanted to go in and get this over with. The quicker that he got this process over, then the quicker that he could go home and talk to Baekhyun about it all and feel better. It was strange how much Kyungsoo and Baekhyun relied on each other, but Kyungsoo knew that he wouldn’t ever judge Baekhyun. And, he was a hundred percent sure that Baekhyun wouldn't judge him either since he is going through the exact same thing. They were carriers and would deal with it together
It was rather surprising that not even ten minutes later the doors to the examination rooms were swung open and a young nurse appeared. Watching her look around the room, she called Kyungsoo’s name in a quick manner. Kyungsoo was shocked to say the least that it was already his turn. It seemed insanely fast and something about this didn’t feel right to him as he watched her glance around the room with a worried expression. Standing up, Kyungsoo moved quickly to where she was standing as she began to usher him into the back area
yungsoo moved slowly as he followed the young nurse into the examination rooms, making sure to not say a single word since he knew that in his current state he would be stuttering or worse. That idea wasn’t a pleasant thing. Kyungsoo was beyond nervous, so much so that he felt like any moment that he might get sick to his stomach and embarrass himself by throwing up in front of them. Taking in a deep breath, the nurse turned to speak to Kyungsoo with a happy tone
“Don’t be so worried, Kyungsoo-sii. The process is rather simple on your first day here, the doctor will begin by doing a few simple examinations and tests. Then you will get to meet your donor for the first time, which I know that you’re excited about, and the two of you will receive your tests together. It’s nice and easy, ah looks like we’re at your room. Please head inside and get ready for the doctor. We need for you to remove all of your clothes, undergarments included, and put on the examination gown laid out for you. The doctor will be with you momentarily.” She responded just as happily, opening the door to the room and ushering Kyungsoo inside.
With so much going on, Kyungsoo could only nod his head without a word as he entered inside. Part of him wanted to ask the nice nurse to stay, simply to keep him distracted and feeling less tense, but his throat was too dry to say anything. He was left standing alone at the door, so he decided to do exactly what she requested. Entering inside, Kyungsoo removed all of his clothing and put on the examination gown as quickly as he could. The only thing left to do was wait for the doctor to come inside, so Kyungsoo took a seat on the edge of the examination table and played with the edge of the paper gown as he waited. With the sound of a knock on the door, Kyungsoo looked with wide eyes at the doctor
Walking inside the room was a rather short woman with light brown hair, with small and determined eyes, and what Kyungsoo thinks she is in her early thirties. With her hair pulled back by a bandana, Kyungsoo felt a wave of relief wash over him as she bowed politely before taking a seat on a small rolling chair in front of Kyungsoo. “Do Kyungsoo, it’s very nice to meet you. My name is Kwon Boa and I am the Gynecologist issued for you. I know that you must be very excited about being joined, but there are a few things that we need to do before you can meet your donor.” She told Kyungsoo, as he tried his best to smile even though his thoughts were the exact opposite. What type of good thing could be happening because of his joining? It isn’t good, it is far from it actually.
“We are going to start off with a standard practice. To begin, we have a variety of blood tests that we need to perform to figure out your hormone levels or any other conditions that would need to be noticed. I will be withdrawing four vials of blood for those tests. After we finish the blood tests I will perform an ultrasound on your abdomen to check your organ‘s placement and for the chance of a natural uterus. Do you have any questions?” Doctor Kwon asked him, but Kyungsoo simply shook his head no. He wanted to finish this as quickly and that meant getting past these tests as quickly as possible
The doctor moved quickly after getting Kyungsoo’s approval. She turned around quickly in the chair and reached into one of the draws, retrieving the blood withdrawing machine It is a strange device that would attach to the elbow joint for blood withdrawal, as well as a tourniquet for his arm. In a professional manner she returned to him, reaching over to take his arm as she explained what she was doing at the same time as her actions
“First off, I’m going to place this tourniquet on your arm so that we can slow down the blood flow and start up the device.” She told him, getting a small alcoholic wipe to clean his arm before doing anything else
Once that was done, she did exactly what she explains as she placed the device on his elbow and clamped it down so that it was keeping his arm perfectly straight. Looking at it a few times to make sure that it was lined up correctly, the doctor them moved to attach tube to the hub on the lower part of the machine. This would send the blood down into whichever tube needing to be filled. Removing the tourniquet from his arm, she returned his attention back to him
“Now, you might feel a small prick to your arm but please keep your movement to a minimum for the next three minutes.” With a press of the switch, Kyungsoo felt a slight pinch on his skin as the device successfully pierced his skin. Doctor Kwon pressed another button and his blood began to fill up the first tube that would be sent for testing.
It seemed that this was a very routine thing for Doctor Kwon as she smiled towards the queasy young man. Kyungsoo wasn’t sure if he was thankful or even more anxious whenever she started to make small talk with him. Within a few moments she had asked him about his job, what school he attended, and his favorite type of food and music. Since Kyungsoo was so nervous, he accidentally just said the first thing that came to his mind. But, luckily in the blink of an eye it was over and she leaned down to remove the device
“See, that wasn’t so bad now was it?“ Doctor Kwon told Kyungsoo, as she placed a bandage on his arm and once made sure that the blood had stopped. Placing the device behind her on a table, she turned to Kyungsoo with a smile on her face
“Now, I need for you to lean backwards, scoot down to the edge of this table, and get your legs propped up in the stirrups. I need to do the rectal ultrasound so try to relax and it will be over quickly.“ Doctor Kwon told him, getting her tools ready as Kyungsoo felt his face go white. Without even trying, Kyungsoo could feel the nightmare start to flash in his mind. Unlike the dream he wasn’t being strapped in and immobilized, but it was still a frightening feeling to be sitting there with his body exposed to Doctor Kwon. Kyungsoo nodded his head to the doctor, doing exactly what she said as he tried to think about anything except what was happening
Kyungsoo watched as Doctor Kwon placed a small surgical mask over her nose and mouth before vanishing between his legs. Feeling a blush creep on his face, Kyungsoo felt so violated that he didn’t attempt to breathe. Luckily the doctor seemed to notice and tried to help him relax by talking softly to him
“Kyungsoo, are you starting to get excited about your joining?” Doctor Kwon asks him, just as he feels a sudden sharp prick on his buttocks. The doctor seemed to notice as Kyungsoo flinched as she patted his leg and tried to reassure him. “Don’t worry about that, it’s just a muscle relaxant to help make things less painful with the ultrasound.”
Unable to complain about that, Kyungsoo closed his eyes and tried to think of words to respond back with. “I’m truly honored to be joined, I’m just very unsure about the process. It seems very risky and I would be lying if I said that I wasn’t afraid.” Kyungsoo admitted to her, as the doctor seemed to nod her head to him.
“I know that many young carriers are very anxious and nervous at first, but it’s a lengthy process that we need to do for the sake of the world, but maybe you will be lucky enough to have your own uterus already. Although the likely hood of having a natural uterus is about twenty five percent or less, it’s still something every carrier dreams of. That way you could conceive quickly and honor your donor with a child as soon as possible.” Doctor Kwon told him, although Kyungsoo felt himself starting to panic at that idea. With a natural uterus he would have a child fast. Kyungsoo really wanted to snap out and freak out, but keeps his mouth shut as he feels something cold and thin entering him
Tensing up, Doctor Kwon became quiet as she focused on the procedure she was performing. It felt so strange for him, so Kyungsoo wanted this whole thing to be done and over with. Yet, the second this was finished then it meant that he would have to meet his donor that much sooner. Closing his eyes as Kyungsoo tried to relax, he tried his best to think about anything to distract him. It was funny that no matter how much he tried, all he could see was that same cursed nightmare flashing behind his eyes. Not even thoughts of delicious hand made cakes were making them go away
Whenever Kyungsoo felt a small pat on the inside of his leg, Kyungsoo realized that the strange feeling was gone and that Doctor Kwon was finished. Finally able to get his legs out of the stirrups, Kyungsoo let his legs dangle over the edge of the table as he looked at Doctor Kwon waiting for her next command
“Okay, you did a very good job. We have all of the data recorded now, so it’s been transferred so that we can analyze it and announce the results for you momentarily. Go ahead and get dressed, then let the nurse know whenever you are ready so that we can let you meet your donor.” She explains, standing up to head to the door to leave. Just before exiting, she turns around to bow towards Kyungsoo. “It’s been a pleasure meeting you, I will do my best for you and your future children.&ldquo
Kyungsoo could only frown whenever she said that, bowing his head in return. “Thank you as well, and have a good day.” With those words, Kyungsoo was left alone inside of the examination room. It was time to get dressed and finish this process