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Joshua G Money graduated last night.Fuckin awesome.I love that guy.He went back to Pueblo to deal with probation.He is on I.S.P. right now but he is trying to get it transfered here.Pueblo is not a good place to be sober.
Erin and I are going to the sobriety banquet for the Salvation Army tonight.I have really been enjoying my time with her more and more.It is something I am trying to ease into just becouse of the simple fact of me being scared.Im just so used to my life being a fucking mess it is hard for me to get used to good things.How could I possably deny myself something good.Or deny someone else something good if I have it to give.This is something I need.I am human.As much as I try to deny it sometimes.I have to just accept the fact that things are good and stop looking for excuses of why things shouldn't be.
Erin and I are going to the sobriety banquet for the Salvation Army tonight.I have really been enjoying my time with her more and more.It is something I am trying to ease into just becouse of the simple fact of me being scared.Im just so used to my life being a fucking mess it is hard for me to get used to good things.How could I possably deny myself something good.Or deny someone else something good if I have it to give.This is something I need.I am human.As much as I try to deny it sometimes.I have to just accept the fact that things are good and stop looking for excuses of why things shouldn't be.