Sep 05, 2008 15:30
It's getting cool out.Im not really prepared.I love fall but the winter in just to much for me.I like to be out side but I hate to be cold.I much prefer the freedoms of warmer climate.I do love fall.The changing colors of the trees.The smell.It's not as nice here in Colorado as it is in TN.There aren't enough trees here.I will also miss these amaizing skies that we have here this time of year.This will be my first clean and sober summer here so I am just waiting for all the gifts that I can enjoy without a cloud head of judgement.It will be nice.
I have to be to work in a half hour.My first day at my new job.I should have taked a nap.Im sleepy eyed.Im sure I will wake up once I arrive there.I saw Monty today.I told him that I wanted to hang out with him tomorrow.I need to talk to him about Erin.I would have talked to him today but I really didn't want the stress on my first day of work.I don't know how he will react.Monty is a pretty logical guy so im sure it will be alright.....I hope....I love monty and I don't want to hurt him but that's life.It's not my intention.Im going to get on fettin'.Got to go to work.
peace
first day of work monty erin