laaus job 4th step
I got a job today.Yay,job.Full time at La'Aus.Fuckin' nice right.Now I can pay some rent and get some shit that I need....An overnight with a "special someone".It was incerdably easy for me to find a job.I only turned in a total of three aplications.The rirst one landed me an interview at J'J's they want me to work for them but are not sure if the person working there is going to leave.The second aplication was at smiley's.The owner wants me to work but is waiting for things to pick up.The third one was right on.Filled out the ap. followed by an interview and got the job.I start Sunday.
I started writing out my fourth step today.It brought me to tears.I wrote eight pages about the resentments I have towards my father....shitbag...I think I got everything.I asked my sponser if we could do a combined 4th and 5th spet thing and he said he just wants me to keep writing.I asked him if he wanted a fucking novel and he said yes so i am going to give him a fucking novel.No problem.I like to write and I am good at it.This is fucking major.It is going to take a very long time to do the fourth step.
I am so enjoying my new found freedom....Im going to go home and take a nap.In a quiet,dark room.Cuz I can.
peace.