I'm 99.99999% sure that no one will donate (and honestly I don't expect anyone to), but I created a GoFundMe page:
http://www.gofundme.com/d6zj5k The sad part is that while most people would think this is a joke, I'm deadly serious. At this stage, I'll grab onto any olive branch thrown my way, because the alternative is succumbing to all of my dark thoughts and giving up.
I can't envisage a time when I'll be able to afford to pay for the surgery I need just to feel more "normal" and see my own reflection in the mirror (I do not want surgery for vanity reasons or to look pretty). This is life or death. There are few compromises I can imagine.
To be honest, either death or rebirth are both appealing, but I refuse to live this way for much longer.