safely tucked behind my succubus hoodie i wonder your streets, in fits of insanity i will eat your children and make love to your husbands. put on your perfume and favorite dress. walking barefoot across broken picture frames that contain the last moment in time when your relationship was pure and pregnant with love. kitchen table. computer desk. ( Read more... )

beams of light. whirling.swirling. tumbling through me. emptying themselves onto the open floor past the door way that leads to never never land.
when did the change occur what was it that provoked me, led me here. naked dripping wet, breath sucked from my lung to be replaced with fire.

Today God decided to bless me infinitely by an angel by the name of danny. out of the goodness of his heart he brought me a copy of "40 oz to freedom" bc i mentioned to him the day before that i had purposed to buy one when money found its way into my pocket.
Kudos to what ever enigmatic force brought him into my walgreens that night; ineffable

a few things to say after one of the most ambivalent nights of my life. i am going to be fearless and free in this existence. never mind the ones before or those still waiting for their number to be called. i am going to cast away all fear. especially the fear of being myself, the fear that i am not worthy of love tht i am a sinner and ( Read more... )

lynnetia needs to go to some shows, and its YOUR responsibility to get her there so everyone pick a show to either take me to or meet her at. sign your name by the dates you are available. Team work guys, we can do it ( Read more... )

I feel a stir in my spirit bubbling over flowing swirling thru majestic trees with never ending stories of the souls they have touched. souls on a journey away from the light to the infinitely interesting infinity of the unknown enveloped in a warm hum drum tap tap pitter pat of the rain. clarity anew found under the pillow on my bed, atop the ( Read more... )

A Perfect Circle
Incubus
Ani Difranco
Alanis Morisette
Janis Joplin
Tori Amos
The Rapture
BLack Eyed Peas
Erykah Badu
The Start
Nirvana
Fionna Apple

"Satori is a sudden experience, and it is often described as a turning over of the mind, just a pair of scales will suddenly turn over when a sufficient amount of material has been poured into one pan to over balance the weight on the other. This feeling of satori is a result of the decision to be at harmony with yourself and your physical world. ( Read more... )

time between posts has increased greatly since i've been putting in the 40 pls hrs at walgreens. apologies to my friends if you feel that you are lacking in the lynnetia 'lovin dept ( Read more... )