I feel uncomfortable and awkward today.  No real reason.  Or no justifiable reason.  I just feel blah.  The weather's beautiful, I've had three really awesome days off.. class last night was inspiring and made me want to take more and more classes... and then since after lunch I've just felt ... off.

And I hate feeling that way, because it just ( Read more... )

Despite financial issues (which are pretty much the usj with me) there is absolutely nothing that should be wrong.  Is there?  Well of course.  Nothing I can define, nothing I can even point out, I just have this unshakable feeling of suffocation and clausterphobia.  I think I'm just in a rut.  A cyclical rut that I can't get myself out of the loop ( Read more... )