...wheels keep turning...

Sep 17, 2010 15:14



I feel uncomfortable and awkward today.  No real reason.  Or no justifiable reason.  I just feel blah.  The weather's beautiful, I've had three really awesome days off.. class last night was inspiring and made me want to take more and more classes... and then since after lunch I've just felt ... off.

And I hate feeling that way, because it just makes everything else awkward and uncomfortable.  I want to write, but at the same time can't be motivated to start.  I want to knit, but just the sight of what I'm knitting makes me want to just take a break, and I know I have 4 more disks of Smallville to watch before next friday but can't seem to put it in the DVD player and watch.  Gah!!!

I think I need to get out of my room and go downstairs to the land of the living.  Or at least where there are more people around.

A big part of it might be that I have to work tomorrow night, and I don't want to go in.  Of course, it won't be nearly as bad as I picture it being, but that's the way I roll apparently.  Drama.  Dr-a-ma!  I'm all about the drama.

I think I need a nap too!

life, nonsensical babbling, nothingness, blah, stuffs, whiny julie, emo-julie

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