Life
blah blah blah. That's how I feel. That and used like a dirty old kleenex. So beccs that guy you told me to watch out for? You were right. I thought that maybe this was my time to find that perfect person i've been dreaming about but apparently it wasn't meant to be. So the story always pretty much ends the same. Guy likes girl. Takes girl out on date. Takes girl backs to his house. Fucks her and never calls again. I was hoping that this time would be different. The only good thing was i was starting to doubt my attractiveness but apparently i still got it :) The one thing that really upsets me though is the way it went down. He acted all lovy dovy boyfriend type on the phone for the past three weeks and even when we were out on Sat. Then he asks me what i'm looking for. I told him I didn't really know but a boyfriend would be nice. That must have been the kiss of death. He said he couldn't offer a monogimous relationship right now. I said fine. But it confused me since his actions said one thing and his mouth another. His actions were as if he wanted a gf. I mean I've never had a booty call actualloy open doors for me or hold my hand in the car or play with my hair as I sleep. To top it all of never ask me after sex if I still respect them. oh well at least he was a good fuck. I guess i'll have to wait and see if he calls. I left a message thurs afternoon and if he doesn't call before I see him at the club on sat that's it.