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[gmoney425]

christine broke up with me today, after calling me to tell me that she kissed some guy last night. she said she's been holding this in for a while, and that she's lied about being okay for a while. which pisses me off, because how could we have done anything to work on us if i can't read minds? i know she's not as attracted to me as when we

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[fjf1085]

I'm sorry, I heard about it earlier at Trew's...He was on the phone with Christine. I do agree with you though if it is meant to be, it will be, Trew and I were broken up for almost 2 months, but I never gave up hope and things worked out for us. I thought the same thing too, about people not wanting to be treated well, I think it scares some people, especially people who aren't used to people being kind to them, I treated Trew like a prince, and he felt undeserving, and yeah. I just wanted to say I'm sorry, and that if you ever want to talk I'm here.

-Fred :)

PS: I think you should keep in mind that Christine is also really young and she could be just confused, ya know? Thats how Trew was he said, he didn't know what he wanted...peace

[gmoney425]

why delete everything?

[gmoney425]

it is interesting. christine said she just wanted to have fun. well, we had plenty of fun, and i've done everything i could for her, i know i've made mistakes but none that can't be repaired if the interest was there. i think she still wants to be with me somewhere inside of her, maybe a year down the line or something. all i can do is be a good friend to her and ask for the same in return, which i think i deserve after all i've done for her. plus we know each other as well as any two people can. who knows, maybe those two kids will get together. it would be funny. i am hurt and i know you are too, and i'm sorry that he did that to you, but you can't talk death, i know i've sure thought about it before, but if they took you for granted, and hurt you in the end, then are they really worth dying for? the only way i'd want to die for christine would be in protection of her, like taking a bullet, so that when i died she would know that all i really cared about was her safety, well being, and happiness. that's really the only way that i

[gmoney425]

i'm not waiting. she's going to have her time over the next year or so to have fun or whatever she wants, and to find some other guys to be with, and you know what? they wont treat her nearly as well as i have, and hopefully she wont settle for that and will realize what a mistake she made. then if she comes back, i'll think about taking her back. i can't wait. i can't even really be her friend in person right now because it hurts too much. if she calls me i'll talk to her for hours. but i can't hang out with her, it hurts. i know trew's a liar, and i know he and christine smoke a lot more than they let on, which is crappy, because i told her it was okay as long as she told me when she did it. the lying has to go. i knew alex was up here, and i know that christine refused to lie for trew. trew's not a great friend most of the time, and though i like him, i don't think he really fought for christine's happiness in any regard, only for an immediate gain. if they really do deserve us, in the long run, then they will realize. that's all i