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christine broke up with me today, after calling me to tell me that she kissed some guy last night. she said she's been holding this in for a while, and that she's lied about being okay for a while. which pisses me off, because how could we have done anything to work on us if i can't read minds? i know she's not as attracted to me as when we started dating, okay, fine, i get that. i thought we'd matured as a couple and got in a good routine, but apparently that scared her off, or she didn't like what i am to her. basically, i can't do anything, she said she'll call me on friday, but who knows. maybe some time apart is just what we need. i know she'll never find anyone who cares more about her than i do, or will do more for her. or maybe all girls are like arizona girls and really dont like to be treated well. all i know is that i found someone that i want for my life mate and hold as my soulmate, so i'm just going to have to wait and see.
if you really love something
let it go
if it comes back
then it's meant to be.
i love christine.
i'm leaving now.
if you really love something
let it go
if it comes back
then it's meant to be.
i love christine.
i'm leaving now.