I rested for 2 days. I finally heard back from my instructor. I don't think she's mad at me for turning in my final too late, just disappointment. She's not the only one. I can do better ( Read more... )

I feel right by my decision to go to therapy. I feel broken. Like something got switched around in transit to my new life. But I feel like I'm something being sent back into the company to be refurbished, rebuffed, and restocked. This is a good thing. Thank you all for the support. Sorry for the onslaught of posts yesterday. it was just one of ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm going to cry again.

I remember hearing that Joss Whedon wanted to have the crew of the Serenity barely break even each episode. They're either a little behind or a little ahead. Never by very much. That's kind of how I feel right now. I had just pulled ahead (barely) this week only to be slapped down with more bad news ( Read more... )

I've been up all night working on this page for my class today at one. It's a three panel page of some very detailed backgrounds. It took me 4 hours to draw just one of the panels. I have one left to finish. It's planned out on scrap paper, ready to be light-boxed onto my final Bristol board, but I stopped because my back was feeling all spasm-ey ( Read more... )

I got off of work at 5pm, getting home around 5:30. Seamus took me out to dinner, so we probabyl returned around 7. He left, I was so exhausted from work, I planned on sleeping right there for the night, getting up early in the morning... My body thought I only needed 2 hours, so here I am, an hour after waking up, ready to do my homework ( Read more... )

In construction, there's a term called a "punchlist" which is a list of the final touches needed to complete a job before inspection. A construction punchlist might say something like "install fixtures in upstairs dining room, seal baseboards in hall, fix squeak in front hall, etc." With that in mind, I have compiled a punchlist of my next two ( Read more... )

I start my new job today so I'm picking out costumes to wear for the month ( Read more... )

Despite how badly my day started yesterday, it ended pretty well. I even got some sleep (*gasp*) and saw Seamus and everything. I do have to admit a large part of it had to do with this article on overcoming resentment written by Tina Su. It was the PERFECT thing for me to read after yesterday's insanity. I did the exercises and it worked out ( Read more... )

The Fontes' have been extremely rude and disrespectful of me in business dealings. Even resorting to personal attacks in their e-mails. Something I'm not looking forward to ( Read more... )

If this man weren't married, I'd do naughty things to him ( Read more... )