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my heart hurts so badly.
why is it that late at night i feel my heart break?
i shouldnt be sad. i dont need to be.
i dont need to cry. ive cried so much.
ill be okay. i dont need brian.
i dont need him.
i need to be strong.
i need to keep my head up.
i need to breathe.
i need to take my pills.
it just hit me.
like smack kapowie in the face.
i got up out of bed bc i was hungry
walked to the steps, and then
realized i wasnt hungry.
i missed brian.
almost two days of not seeing him or being okay.
ughhh
why is he so fucking stupid?
why?
someone make him grow up. PLEASE
pleaseeeeeeeeeee
i know i deserve better. and im worth more than that.
but i love him.
hes my heart.
even when its broken
why is it that late at night i feel my heart break?
i shouldnt be sad. i dont need to be.
i dont need to cry. ive cried so much.
ill be okay. i dont need brian.
i dont need him.
i need to be strong.
i need to keep my head up.
i need to breathe.
i need to take my pills.
it just hit me.
like smack kapowie in the face.
i got up out of bed bc i was hungry
walked to the steps, and then
realized i wasnt hungry.
i missed brian.
almost two days of not seeing him or being okay.
ughhh
why is he so fucking stupid?
why?
someone make him grow up. PLEASE
pleaseeeeeeeeeee
i know i deserve better. and im worth more than that.
but i love him.
hes my heart.
even when its broken