Oh my goodness
I am completely smitten.....
I don't even know what to do with myself. Or what to say. Oh my goodness...
I went to this cookout that Dan and his friends had last night, and I LOVE these kids. I mean, they are all beautiful ethnic people ...classy ...smart ...funny. I love being with them. Dan, who is the guy I am into, is like the token white guy. He has an apartment with Omeed, whose dad was there. Omeed's dad immigrated from Iran, and he happens to be the cutest little man. He was drunk, and of course, he came over to me and started talking about how smart our generation is and how lucky we are to have so much opportunity. I talked with him for a good 20 minutes, this deep intimate conversation about life and such. It was funny. And Dan cooked, but since I don't eat meat he made me scallops and rice. And he was adorable being all chef-like.
And next weekend we are going to a OAR concert in the city. I am soooo pumped because I wanted to go to this so bad but I was like, no one will go with me. They just happened to bring it up, and Dan said he wouldn't go without me.
Here it goes...And he is studying medicine. And he has this beautiful Mercedes, which I love driving around in. And his brithday is July 13, which is good because I have ALWAYS been most attracted to other Cancers, especially when their birthdays are close to mine. And he has a very nice, clean apartment. And he's gorgeous, but I think I've only mentioned that a million times. And he's not arrogant. And he may be just self-involved enough for me because I can't take people who are clingy. And I feel great around him! There are some things that I could see bugging me...like drinking. I hate drinking this much. And he doesn't work out as often as I do, which is #1 on my list. But I am beginning to realize the wonderful dynamic that differences cause in a relationship. If we were all the same, life wouldn't be much fun.
Sigh....this is so random...I am always afraid when wonderful things happen because they can't stay wonderful for too long before something crashes and burns, BUT...I can't complain for now. I think about him without even trying to think about him. I would like to get to the point that I miss him when he's not around. I can't believe I am leaving in 3 weeks. I can't stop smiling when I see him... Oh my goodness, this is retarded. I am such a retard when I like a boy.
I don't even know what to do with myself. Or what to say. Oh my goodness...
I went to this cookout that Dan and his friends had last night, and I LOVE these kids. I mean, they are all beautiful ethnic people ...classy ...smart ...funny. I love being with them. Dan, who is the guy I am into, is like the token white guy. He has an apartment with Omeed, whose dad was there. Omeed's dad immigrated from Iran, and he happens to be the cutest little man. He was drunk, and of course, he came over to me and started talking about how smart our generation is and how lucky we are to have so much opportunity. I talked with him for a good 20 minutes, this deep intimate conversation about life and such. It was funny. And Dan cooked, but since I don't eat meat he made me scallops and rice. And he was adorable being all chef-like.
And next weekend we are going to a OAR concert in the city. I am soooo pumped because I wanted to go to this so bad but I was like, no one will go with me. They just happened to bring it up, and Dan said he wouldn't go without me.
Here it goes...And he is studying medicine. And he has this beautiful Mercedes, which I love driving around in. And his brithday is July 13, which is good because I have ALWAYS been most attracted to other Cancers, especially when their birthdays are close to mine. And he has a very nice, clean apartment. And he's gorgeous, but I think I've only mentioned that a million times. And he's not arrogant. And he may be just self-involved enough for me because I can't take people who are clingy. And I feel great around him! There are some things that I could see bugging me...like drinking. I hate drinking this much. And he doesn't work out as often as I do, which is #1 on my list. But I am beginning to realize the wonderful dynamic that differences cause in a relationship. If we were all the same, life wouldn't be much fun.
Sigh....this is so random...I am always afraid when wonderful things happen because they can't stay wonderful for too long before something crashes and burns, BUT...I can't complain for now. I think about him without even trying to think about him. I would like to get to the point that I miss him when he's not around. I can't believe I am leaving in 3 weeks. I can't stop smiling when I see him... Oh my goodness, this is retarded. I am such a retard when I like a boy.