well i guess this is growing up.
i've done alot of thinking. alot. and alot of talking with the people i care about the most.
and fuck it. i'm not going to worry about all this. i am a good girl and i don't fucking deserve alot of the stuff i let myself go through. and i want to have the type of life that i know i deserve more than anything in the world. and i'm going to start working for it. you can only get better if you really want to and you actually work for it.
i'm just ready to come home. because that's the only way i know i'll make it.
and fuck it. i'm not going to worry about all this. i am a good girl and i don't fucking deserve alot of the stuff i let myself go through. and i want to have the type of life that i know i deserve more than anything in the world. and i'm going to start working for it. you can only get better if you really want to and you actually work for it.
i'm just ready to come home. because that's the only way i know i'll make it.