Herro 4a Hero
So thanksgiving weekend...
It was confusing. We planned to talk the first night, decided sleeping was a better plan.
Tried to talk the second night, but was over-all voted a bad idea based on how drunk we both were.
Never got to talk the third night, since he decided to go hang with other friends since I'd been seeing him every night and most of the days.
SO I text him as I'm riding back up to St Cloud late sunday evening, half a bottle of something sweet in my bad and cigarettes in my pocket if this goes bad and I need some form of comfort.
But it goes well. He tells me that he and his boyfriend are non exclusive, that I'm not gonna lose him, that he doesn't want us to end either. For now we're friends with benefits, not what I was hoping for, but the best that can be considered that yes, he's still in Michigan. I get him when he's home, and when he's home this summer, we're gonna try dating.
It may not be what I want, but it's smart, and goddamnit I'm going to be happy about something in my romantic life for once. Let's just hope I don't ruin it <3
It was confusing. We planned to talk the first night, decided sleeping was a better plan.
Tried to talk the second night, but was over-all voted a bad idea based on how drunk we both were.
Never got to talk the third night, since he decided to go hang with other friends since I'd been seeing him every night and most of the days.
SO I text him as I'm riding back up to St Cloud late sunday evening, half a bottle of something sweet in my bad and cigarettes in my pocket if this goes bad and I need some form of comfort.
But it goes well. He tells me that he and his boyfriend are non exclusive, that I'm not gonna lose him, that he doesn't want us to end either. For now we're friends with benefits, not what I was hoping for, but the best that can be considered that yes, he's still in Michigan. I get him when he's home, and when he's home this summer, we're gonna try dating.
It may not be what I want, but it's smart, and goddamnit I'm going to be happy about something in my romantic life for once. Let's just hope I don't ruin it <3